Be Optimistic, Be strong, Be Tough

回忆

2010-10-12T19:33:00.006+08:00

还记得小时候,
因为爸妈在外头工作赚钱,
无暇照顾我们姐弟三人,
而把我们送到保母家..
从此,我们便称她为奶妈,还有爸比..(她的丈夫)
我很庆幸让我遇上了她..不然现在的我应该是的坏女孩..
不懂体谅别人, 不懂人情世故的人.
小时候,还因为怕别人嘲笑..而不敢承认我住跟奶妈..
现在如果时光倒流, 我想大大声的说我有一个爱我的奶妈,一个疼我的爸比..

她常告诉我,做人要看开些,
心胸狭窄只会让自己吃亏..
她常说不要做伤害别人的事,因为那是有报应的
女人迟早都要嫁人, 要善待家翁家婆,
不然将来你的媳妇也会对你不善..
这些名言我永远都不会忘记..

我总觉得发生在你身上的太戏剧化了..
你以为儿子娶了媳妇, 搬新家, 你就可以享福了..
万万没想到你的媳妇竟然是这样的人..
身为一位老师, 应该基本的礼仪都懂吧.
我却从来没觉得你就是位伟大的老师.
让我痛心的是,你竟然有这么强的妒嫉心..

你只希望她帮你照顾小孩,
从来没体会她的感受..
你把孩子宠坏, 她只是出于一番好意想把他教好..
你却做脸色..
你不给她和她外孙聚会..等等等..
无奈..
看着奶妈一天比一天消瘦.
真的很心疼..
我真不明白一个这么好的人,却会遇上这样的媳妇..

我只是个小孩,我无权过问..
我只能默默的祈祷她的日子会快乐些..

All cubi ginas..haha..
I still remember I help you all change pampers and carry you all here and there,
when you're still small.
The time pass really fast..sigh.

The day we meet again

2010-10-05T21:17:00.009+08:00

Date : 3-10-2010
Venue : Little Cottage, Queensbay.

Finally I have the chance to meet my buddy - Ean. Hurray.
I miss the time we spend together.
How I wish you're coming with me to continue Degree together.
However,I'm glad to see that you're enjoying your working life and part time study.
Wish that you can handle it, and I know sure you can. =)

We went to a restaurant named Little Cottage (If I'm not mistaken).
I loved the environment there.
The food was nice and cheap.
Thanks for brought me to this place especially the petshop. haha.

After that, we headed to Queensbay.
Sorry for the balated birthday celebration.
I'm so guilty that I couldn't celebrate with you on time.
I even forget to pass my wishes until the next day I only realised. shame.

Picture of the days.

Happy Birthday to you.
May your dreams come true &
All the best in everything. =)

Lazy

2010-10-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

Wow..This had been quite a long time I didn't update my blog.
This is due to the lazy warm in my body. haha.
Finally I already been Kampar for one semester.
Everything fine there, but I need to work extra hard to adapt to those environment and situation.
I need to be tough to handle all the problems faced.
Tears isn't the way to solve it.
This I know very well yet I couldn't control it.
Sigh..
Fingers cross to pray for every thing will be fine in next semester.
I need to tell myself not to listen to all those nonsense thing.
It let me feel hurt, if only if I didn't listen to it..
Then maybe everything gona be okay.

The moment I saw everyone packing yet I'm still having the exam,
the feeling was complicated.
How I wish I can go back together with them.
This was the moment which drove me down.
I couldn't imagine how I'm going to stay for the 6 days without roomate and friends.
Those I chit chat when I'm bored, those who brought me to dinner,
those who accompany for badminton when I can't read anymore.
The following days I need to live without these.
Finally, all these come to the end.

I would like to thanks all those who support me.
Thanks to my hubby who keep his promise and his pillow. =)
Thanks to my friend that phone me every night right at 8 o'clock.
I'm so sorry that I shocked you.
Thanks to Hui See that come over to have dinner with me.
I'm appreciate that I have all of you to support me.
Thanks to my papa and mama come over and pick me.
It really touch. =)

不定

2010-08-01T10:08:00.002+08:00

心情起伏总是不定..
有时侯会开心的大笑一番,
有时侯会无助的痛哭一场,
有时侯总会为小事生闷气,
有时侯总会期待些什么,
知道终就会失望,
可还是抱着很大的期望,
失望时还是接受不了.

我讨厌自己对某些事的执着,
真的很累.
也许我应该学会放手.
也许我应该学着去接受.

生活中,出现一个不错的分析者,
看透了一切, 解读内心的迷惑,
还真是一个不错的安慰者.

Everything is over.

2010-07-26T18:43:00.004+08:00

The previous weeks, it was the weeks that I feel is the worst of my life.

I need my family to beside me.
I need mama's food to give me motivation.
I need didi's zo siao to brighten my life.
I need didi to talk to me, share with me.
I need my buddy to listen to me.
I need a space to release all my unhappiness and frustration.

Every time, I receive the calls I will tell mama I'm fine, I'm very happy.
Every time when I end the calls, my tears will flow out.
I'm fail to control my emotional.

I'm totally feel desperate for my life.
I'm even feel fed up for every single work and thing in here.
I'm totally feel helpless and hopeless.
Sigh..
But now everything is over.

I will learn to be tough.
I will learn to be optimistic.
I will learn to control my emotion.
I will learn to be independent.
I will learn to adapt to the new environment.
I will learn to cure my homesick and friendsick.

I want to be back myself.
The one who cheer people up,
The one who optimistic for every challenges,
The one who happy all the time.
The one who console people when they sat but not the one who need people console.

Thanks for all your concerns.
Thanks to my hubby, a pui.
Thanks to my buddy, Ean.
Thanks to my baby, lili.
Thanks to my sista, Gary.

I'm really appreciate.
I promise I will do it.!!!!

Nothing is impossible.
There will always a rainbow in the darkness.

想

2010-07-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

我好想孤独地走在无人的街上..

我好想赤裸裸的在街上疯狂的跑..

我好想人任由雨水打在我身上..

我只想疯狂的过一天不同的生活..

宽恕

2010-07-09T08:22:00.000+08:00

神木与瞳 - 宽恕

作词:吴本纬作曲:杨阳

面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

My Diploma Convocation

2010-07-09T07:40:00.020+08:00

Date : 26-6-2010
Time : 2-4pm
Venue : CA, TARC.

Woohoo..Finally I'm officially graduate from TAR College.
A complicated feeling on me when the moment I wear my gown.
Here end my journey in Diploma and the journey of Degree begin.
I feel touch when papa told me I'm proud of you.
All the efforts I put, worth it.
Papa..I promise you will try my best in Degree.
I trust myself I can handle it well. =)

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My cousin. Keong. He is the 1st people to give me the present.
Feel shame to say that this is my 1st time to receive flower. haha.
Such a big big big surprise for me. Touch.

My Buddy.

My Papa & Mama.

My K mum. haha. Elvira's mama.

Dai Lou & Dai Sou. Wish you two stay sweet forever.
<3

Aunty Sook Mey.

Mr. Bo Jiin. My bodyguard on every Mon and Fri. xD

My Jie Jie and his ............hmmm hmmm..Wei Ni. Just for fun. =P

Ah Cheng.

Siew Ling.

Y2M15

Hurray..!!! ^^V.

Flower from my parents. Love it so much.
I manage to see it for 24hours only. Too bad.

Bear from my beloved buddy, Elvira.

Meaningful Lunch

2010-06-12T15:33:00.010+08:00

wow..back from the senseless orientation. arghh..
not to mention about it. It really really make no sense la wei..ishh.
Wasting my time, my money..bla bla bla..
I'm really facing problem when my very 1st day staying at there.
The temperature so high, I couldn't sleep well at the night.
Goodness, I manage to adopt to it a week after.lol.

Back from kampar, the very 1st thing is to meet up my friends and hanging out for sure.
hahaha. Lepak kao kao. =P
Went to Penang at 10am.
Goshh..the bus ran away.
Maybe too long didn't take bus, blur about the bus schedule.
Thanks to my bro to fetch me here and there. (He never do this for me)

The felling of taking ferry is different. I miss the time I take ferry.
Actually is quite fun.
The lunch of the day prepared by Ms Elvira Lim Loo Ean.
A very big clap for her.
I'm really touch deep inside my heart.T^T

Potato salad.

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Pasta. Nice. Better than Pizza Hut. huhu.

Dessert. yummy. i love this.

Dinner at a Japanese Outlet.

Tired face after shopping whole day. =(

My tempura. yummy...

Chicken Chop with noodles.

End of the day.
Really tired but happy. =)

Belated Update - May holidays.

2010-06-12T10:42:00.019+08:00

First of all, I would like to Thanks to all my friends that giving me such a memorable holidays before i go to Kampar.
I'm really appreciate the fun, the joke and the happiness that we shared & spent together.

Tan Shuang Yaw
~ Thanks to be my driver, come all over my house just to fetch me and drop me.
Ching Ching
~ Thanks to accompany wherever I want to go, and thanks for The Tao that make me broke. lol. =D
Tan Mern Jie
~Although we not really close to each other when secondary school, but the holidays make our friendship go closer. See you after 2 years. =(

The continuous lepak Trip
1. Queensday
-Sushi King & Robin Hood

Our Couple things. xD

Sushi Sushi, ah yaw loves you much.

2. Tao, Autocity

Oppps..something embarrassed yaw happened. His salmon fish drop on table.
LoL..We can't stop laughing.

Sorry for my unethical action. =P
I'm just trying to help u guys. weee..

My favourite food, Mern Jie's as well..

The view

Pictures of the day.

3. Sunway Carnival Mall, Clinic Cafe.

8 of us went to watch the nightmare.
Omg..we are challenging our strength of our heart.
Seats in front and middle of the screen.
I screamed it out..paisey. =(

Went to clinic Cafe to hace camera session.
Our camera man- Mr. Chuah Xuxu. *clapsssss*

End of the trips. ^^

Kampar, here I come

2010-05-11T16:06:00.003+08:00

Today is the big day for us.
A day to decide where should we go or what should we do.
I'm kinda nervous about this and feel pressure when taking the exam.
Tears a lots inside the two papers. >,< style="font-style: italic;">Sigh...
After spending such a long time to explain, finally she understand.
1 and a half week left to start a new life.
I'm mentally and physically ready for it. weee..

Sunday
Mama brought me to pray in Jawi.
I don't know how to describe the situation there.
The number is there but almost the front 1 kept by the people there.
You can get a front no if you buy something from them.
Or else, you need to wait for you turn.=(

Visiting another sifu in Tambun.
He told me..
"You can't always so straight, or else you will be used by people around you".
I told him..
"I'm just doing it all in my way, and I always believe that no people will harm me if I didn't do anything, I believe that if I treat everyone with the truth heart, people will treat me as the way I treat them."
He said
"Why are you so STUPID.?"
Please beware of the people surrounding as they might be the one who betray you.
I'm just keep quiet.
Maybe he is giving me some hints to beware the people around me.?
Or maybe he want me to change the way I treat people.?
I don't really get it means. sigh.

Big Surprise.!

2010-05-08T11:49:00.003+08:00

Date : 3-5-2010
Venue : Sunway Carnival Mall
People : Jimmy, AY, a pui & I

I was thinking if only if I can get a surprise in May, how good was that.?
Wow..My dream came true on that day.
It was just like a dream, a dream that I never think that it will happen to me.
I'm touched and surprise to receive his call as that time I was building the castle in the air. heh.
It was so true to me. Happy. ^^
Thanks to Mr.AY, Mr.Jimmy and Mr. a pui for giving me such a big surprise.
Mr.AY, ur GPS was so powerful.
I appreciated the day.heh hee.
Losers is the movie for the day.
Thanks a pui for the movie. <3
Noodles Station is the meal for the day.
***Beside Thanks..I really don't know what should I said to you guys.

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I get to know something.
Maybe that is the answer I'm searching for.
Finally I get it. Quite disappointed for the word.
Although it is not the answer I want ,
but at least I will try my best to accept the reality that I'm going to face it.
^^V.
From now, I can stop to build the castle in the air.
Perhaps leave it all and start all over again.
Two weeks left to start a new uni life.
I wish everything run smoothly.
I'm glad to have all my friends that support and concern about me.
Well..I was shocked as we had lost contact for months yet you still know a lots of me.
I like you words.
"You will know how to say when you really want to tell." =)
Friend forever is what we are. I appreciate it.

Date.?!

2010-05-08T11:17:00.006+08:00

Date : 2-5-2010
Venue : Sunway Carnival Mall
People : My little brother & I

This was a great day for me, I was so excited.
It was just like a date and he was just like my boyfriend.haha.
Thanks for keeping his promise, he promised to shopping & movie with me.
He needed to meet up his friend to get his pay for the game.
Sigh..I not really understood all about that.
His friend was so shy. (maybe only this word to describe)
I wanted to watch IP Man 2, but he was underage.
Both of us did not like Iron Man. lol.
End up with crash of titans.
His very 1st time to cinema. hahaha.
He enjoyed the movie.
Thanks for the movie and the popcorn.
I liked to hang out with him as he will make the decision all the way and he knew what I want.
He suggested and I approved, then just go for it. Weee..
He helped me a lot in making decision.
I'm the kind need some suggestion when I'm fickle minded.
When I asked which 1 nice between meant I liked both of them just don't know want to buy which 1. Well..He was a great partner in this. =)
Before the movie, went to Sushi King as our Lunch + Tea time.
Had our great time there. The 2nd time we went to Japanese food outlets.
I realised that he liked it.

nice.!!!

End of the trip.
Spend a lot at Watson to buy the thing needed.
Thanks for Cinderella for the trip.
Thanks Keon for the popular card. =)

When you say nothing at all

2010-05-05T10:43:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud (oh?)
But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near)
You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd)
Try as they may, they can never defy
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all?oh

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

You say it best, when you say nothing at all
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(The smile on your face)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(The truth in your eyes)
(The touch of your hand)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(Let me know that you need me)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)

**I'm still remember uncle used to sing this song.
He made me fall for this song.
The song is sweet. =)

Holidays in April

2010-05-05T09:42:00.004+08:00

Here passed my holidays for two weeks in April.
1 word to described it. BORED.
Everyday the schedule is the same.
Wake up + play + eat + sleep; sleep + eat + play + daydreaming, daily routine.
Sigh..nothing else I can do.
Luckily cooking become my part of the work.
The feeling is so great when everyone thumb up for the food that you cook.
wow..Happy for the praising as I seldom prepare the food.
If I cook, nobody wiling to try, I make me lost of confident.
I will use this holidays to improve my skills.
I want to become a good cook just like my mum.
She is my idol.
Just a 30 minutes can done 4 dishes and 1 soup. awesome.!!!

The dishes that I cooked : ~
1. Wan Tan Prawn
2. Tom Yam Prawn
3. Fried Chicken
4. Fried Vege.
5. Steam Fish

I wish I can learn more.
Maybe will try some western style. =)

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Hang out twice in the holidays.
1st is with May May in Queensbay.
2nd is with classmate to celebrate Shan Jing's Birthday.
Movie + window shopping.

How I wish I can go for a trip. haha.
But I think that is impossible.
So just forget about that.=)

爱情

2010-04-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

***爱情是每个人学习旅程中最难懂的一课~
每一个人学习的时间都不一样;得到的知识也不一样~
爱情这一课不能靠死背,只能靠感觉~
有些人害怕不及格,所以不敢尝试~
而有些人自信满满,最后却伤的最深~
没有一个人可以逃过这一课....
爱情这一课没有教学课本,只能亲身体验~
没有快速读法,只能用一生慢慢地去推磨~
也许有人会问,什么时候才能知道自己是否及格??
很遗憾......
只能等到你走完今世的那一刻才是考试放榜的时候...***

看了这短短的几个字,
却突然油生一股莫名的感触,
可能句子中给了我一些的启示,
我也赞同它吧.!!!

我不是什么爱情家,更不会给于有关的指导.
当别人向我倾诉时,我只能默默的给予安慰及鼓励.
可能我修的这堂课还未深.
看见身旁的朋友对爱情的执着,我不敢给予任何的批评,
因为我知道放下一个人不是一朝一夕的事.
不过只要有决心,还是可以的.
我永远相信时间会冲淡一切.=)

可能我可以说,
爱情是个陷阱,
一旦你不小心跌如其中,
便无可自拔.
每个阶段充满喜,怒,哀,乐,酸,甜,苦,辣.
偶尔难免会悲伤,心碎,心痛,受伤..
不过只要有恒心,还是可从陷阱中逃出.
只是在与你想要或不想要而已.

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以

让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

for you & me.

2010-04-26T20:52:00.001+08:00

1.转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
过了20岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过

。
要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
过了20岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
过了20岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。
而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
过了20岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
过了20岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
过了20岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的

“潜力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。
过了20岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在20岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
仇恨留在20岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
过了20岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。

12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。

或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才刚过20岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你已经20岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
过了20岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
过了20岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
20岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

最后.随时给自己准备一个微笑告诉自己我可以！

~~get it from facebook's notes.
It is quite meaningful. =)

完毕

2010-04-16T15:16:00.002+08:00

这一切的一切将画上一个句号.
我的证书班就这么搞一段落.
两年的时间,
说长不长, 说短不短.
我会好好珍惜这两年来的友谊.
感谢所有给于我协助的人.
我真的感激不尽.
将来有机会,我会好好的报答你们.

说实在的,
这两年的确不好过.
每天早上5.30 必须起身准备一切.
7点正从家里出发,
遇上老弟发扰搔,
还得上演马拉松大赛..
不然就赶不上巴士.!!!
花了45分钟的路程,
为的只是到学院上课..
有时候11点的课,
还得等.!!!
我的青春就这样浪费了.哈..
回家时,还得搭公共巴士..
花上整整的2小时..
我的牺牲的是我休息,我娱乐的时间..

回家的路上,
幸好我遇上了贵人..
我想应该是老天爷看我这么辛苦派来的天使吧.!!!
因为你,我无须花上时间等巴士..
放学我可以像别人一样,
兴奋的冲回家..
这个恩,我想我不知道我应该怎么报.
将来你需要我帮忙的地方,
我会尽我所能的帮你.
我诚心地想对你说声谢谢.!!!

有时候,还是会委屈的埋怨,
为什么我无法向别人一样的享受生活.
不过,我还是成功的熬过了,
原来我还蛮坚强的.
原来我只是埋怨,却从来没放弃过.
还真佩服自己.=)
希望将来我也会坚强不屈的面对一切.!!! <3'

刺猬

2010-04-16T15:07:00.002+08:00

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单是寂寞或
悲惨一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无
声黑暗心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象哭吧

**这首歌虽然有点老..
不过它还是给我一个不同的感觉.!!!
=)

Superman ♥

2010-04-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

再怎么坚强的人,也有脆弱的一面.?

我努力的撑着它,
撑了好久好久,
再也无法撑下去了,
所以我选择了释放.
感谢陪在我身边的超人,
宽阔的肩膀,温暖的拥抱..
让我倍感窝心.
这还是我第一次在别人面前曝露自己的脆弱,
因为在你面前,我无法掩饰自己.

痛快的一场,
解放了一切,
我现在已经安然无恙,
我答应你的是我会办得到的.=)

加油.!!!!

我爱我的超人a.k.a a pui. ~~ ♥♥

Exam Timetable.

2010-04-05T14:29:00.003+08:00

The exam timetable really freaked me out.
Oh My Goodness.
It was super rush and now just left 1 week for us to prepare this two subjects.
When I saw the timetable, my heart keep pounding.
I knew that I was nervous and now I realise I'm actually feel stress and worry.
What else I can do.?
Just set all those senseless thing aside and start my revision.

All I need is the encouragement and motivation from you.<3
Thanks for willing to share with me when I saw the timetable.
I really down at that moment. =(

JUST DO IT.

One day You will

2010-04-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

One Day You Will - Lady Antebellum

You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet

Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you're made of, you're made of

One day you will
Oh one day you will

***Currenlty fall for this song.
It gives me motivation.
yea. One day I will.
=)

Incident.

2010-04-04T20:43:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm fully recover from sickness.
Oh no..It really torture me.
All I can eat is porridge and salty egg.
I'm purely Asian.
I need rice.
No rice = No energy. ahaha.
So happy when the day I can eat rice.
The feeling is so great.=)
***************************************************************
This had been years I didn't go to cheng beng.
Perhaps I can say that I only go once or twice.
Hmm..because all my uncles and aunt will tumpang my car.
My dad said that he can't bring us along.=(
Finally this year I get the chance.
Sigh..seem like every year we need to face the problem.
We were the earliest and we need to wait for all.
We are trying our best to keep ourselves patience.
We are worried about the traffic jams, parking lots...bla...
Nobody even care about that.Skip.~~~
Out of my expectation, I met JJ there.
***********************************************************
1 week to go for my final.
My parents are discussing about all the thing about degree.
I know they worry about me as I never leave home for such a long time.
I know they will miss me.
After all, nobody will going to help them to do all those housework.
Hmm..I will do all before I go to kampar.
***********************************************************
Everyone is going to shake their legs after this week.
But for us.?
This is the final war to go.
All we need to do is fight for the war and cross our fingers to pray for that.
But seriously I haven't ready my mood and my weapon to fight for the war.

I wish that everyone around me will graduate together with me.
I believe that they can, and I can meet them in convocation soon. =)
********************************************************************

Sometimes, I just easily get into emo just because of some small matter.
And I will back to normal in a short period of time.
Sound weird.
Something come into my mind and stop me from thinking too much when I emo.
Be OPTIMISTIC.!!!!!!

Complicated.

2010-03-31T20:12:00.004+08:00

Currently I'm in the situation that...
I don't know how to say..
Maybe " Oh my God" is the best to describe it.

The moment I receive the offer letter from Utar,
I was shocked. It is too fast and out of my expectation.
The feeling is so complicated.
Happy mixed with nervous.

Happy - I'm gonna go to new environment.
I'll start the life of being independent.
Suddenly feel that my room is the warmest place for me.

Nervous- The day is getting nearer, and I feel that I will miss everything much.
I know people though that I was an independent girl.
I'm so sorry to tell that actually I'm not.

Not to say so, the feeling is too complicated that I don't know how to express.
I know someone will know is the feeling.=)
Anyways, let's pray that everything will be fine there.
Be optimistic.

Argh..Wonder why I will get sick during the law test.
The previous semester also the same.
aikx..I scare to fall sick as I really hate to take medicine.
The smell and the taste really disgusting. >,<
and I hate to get the consultation from doctor.
Because it really so expensive and sometimes I will fell that quite a waste.=.=
The smell of the clinic..Oh my God.
It will make me vomit.

The picture drawn by my lili bie.
Although it was long time ago but it really works when I refused to take medicine.
I know you hate it too.

***Finally I clearly know what is going on.
I will tell myslef not to put all the hopes.
I will become strong start from this moment.
It ain't the worst but it is the bad feel for me.

I'm back.!!!

2010-03-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm recovering from the messy life.
I'm fine now.
Everything is gonna back to the usual.
I didn't get any answers for the questions that I'm worried for but I get the final answer for myself which I think I'm quite satisfied with that.

= I'm thinking too much until I lost my direction.

~~~Going to plan for my holidays before I off to Kampar. =)
I must fully utilize the holidays.

乱

2010-03-22T16:37:00.005+08:00

近期的状况:-
是人生中的转折点,
这时刻的我,
需要100%的清醒,
需要100%的鼓励,
需要100%的支持,
需要100%的关怀,
需要100%的指导,
需要100%的坚持,
需要100%的拥抱,
需要100%的勇气,
需要100%的安慰,
需要100%的积极,
需要100%的肯定,
需要100%的谅解,
需要100%的信赖,
需要100%的依靠,
需要100%的坚强,
需要100%的乐观..
才可以让我安全的度过难关..

偶尔听从旁人的指点,
却让自己乱了脚步,迷失了方向..
不听从旁人的指点,
却又担心自己选择踏上错途..
总觉得自相矛盾.

总会劝旁人不要烦了,跟着心做就好,
却不知原来我也和大家一样的懊恼..
无法抉择.

我承认我最大的弱点是不懂得拒绝.
曾经何时,我也因为这而苦了自己.
用尽办法的想改变却又一次又一次的失败.
偶尔的残忍,还是会过意不去.
我只想向你说声对不起,如果我的拒绝伤害了你..

生理上的不协调..
把自己搞得情绪激动..
偶尔的闹别扭,
只是单纯的希望别人来哄哄我,逗逗我..
让我撒娇,让我靠靠,让我投诉,让我吐苦水..
之后,我就没事了..
而不是要别人为我操心..
请给我一点点的时间..
把自己整理整理..
几天后,将会有个原来的我..^^

别担心,一切将会过去..
因为我相信明天会更好.!!!

~~我不懂我的选择是否正确,旦愿一切顺利. =)

a body without a soul.??

2010-03-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

A body without a soul, is it a ghost.?
Ya. I'm the ghost this few days.
Every day in the situation of blur.

Is it my soul away from my body.?
Or may be I didn't even use my heart in getting the things done.?
wake up please.
I do not want to be blur anymore.
Start from now, I will find back my soul, my heart and my feelings.
Stop thinking of all the nonsense things that disturb my life.
Or else I might be regret of being late.

1 week to retail management test.
2 weeks to assignments dateline.
3 weeks to company laws test.
4 weeks for revision week.
5 weeks for final exam.

There is a will, there is a way.

***Feel want to eat cheese cake from secret recipe..this has been 1 year I never eat..
I miss it so much..=(
hmm..will get myself one after the test.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
I WANT YOGUART CHEESE. ^^v.

Perfect Guy. =)

2010-03-06T20:25:00.002+08:00

据说有这样一种男人

朦胧醒来回你信息。
半夜里接你的电话。
告诉你——到家了就发消息给他。
你半夜睡不着发消息给他,他会陪你聊天。
睡得比你迟一点，醒来早一点。
雨天,同撑一把伞,他衣服的一半是湿的。
不论走到哪里，都一直拉着你的手。
愿意吃你吃不下的东西。
从来不迟到，你迟到他不会生气。
不论去哪里，他都会来接你，无怨无悔。
善解人意。
温柔细心。
言而有信。
不乱花钱，但肯为你花钱。
拥抱很久，很紧。
接吻很深，很认真。
记得你说过的所有事。
轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶。
常常发消息告诉你。突然很想你。
告诉所有人。你是他的宝贝。
常常给你留言。
不舒服时，他会很担心很着急。
常常帮助别人，不为什么。
答应你，永远不，然后永远不。
吵架时不会一走了之。
他错了会认错，你错了不会怪你。
吵架后，会无条件地哄你，放下面子。
从不忍心责备你，无条件包容你。
会一直保护你，害怕你受一点点委屈。
你说笑话他会笑，会觉得你很可爱。
比你高。
侧面很好看，但从不自恋。
会一个人安静地思考，但决不冷漠。
许多方面都很厉害，让你崇拜。
会一直夸你，给你鼓励。
不骄傲自满，
不对你隐瞒什么，
百分百信任你，
不花言巧语。
与人争议时，听上去像是解释。
认识他每一天都可以回忆。
不会因为玩游戏而忽略你。
孝顺父母。
尽量少抽烟少喝酒。
有活动安排事先和你打招呼。
和朋友出去时，要想着你。
重大的事情和你商量。
和大人在一起像大人，和孩子在一起像孩子。
喜欢你，从未犹豫，不拿你和别的女孩子比较。
从未想过离开你的世界。
你买给他的东西他都会喜欢。
身上的味道很好闻。
对女孩子有风度，也有距离。
认识你的一些好朋友，拜托她们照顾你。
了解你的烦恼与困惑，不厌其烦地倾听。
很少让你哭，你哭的时候会很心疼，紧紧地抱住你，告诉你都是他的错。
很少叹气，积极面对人生。
可以随时找到他。
靠在他肩膀的时候很安心。
和他在一起有种温暖的感觉。
不重色轻友，也不重友轻色。
计划的未来里，你是重要的一部分。
请问。。您。。遇到了吗？如果是，一定要珍惜嗯！:)

***hmm..i saw this article in a note post by my friend.
A pui I think you got done it almost 70% d la..haha.

Charity Event

2010-02-27T15:33:00.009+08:00

Date: 27-2-2010
Time: 8.30a.m. - 3p.m.
Venue: St. Anne Hall

今年我终于有机会参与了这想为残障人士们所设的节目.
前两年因为种种原因,是我无法参与..真的有些遗憾.
我希望接下来的每一年我都可以出一分力.(虽然我只捐了少少)
现场的一幕幕,看了叫人心酸.
他们和一般的小朋友不一样.
就在他们来到这世上时, 他们的命运就注定他们的一切.
过动儿,弱智,底能儿, 哑巴,耳聋, 双眼使明..等等...
看见他们对你一笑,再怎么辛苦,还是值得的.

和他们相比,我感觉自己非常的渺小..
他们为了一顿午餐,一支雪糕而乐开怀..
而庆幸的我们是否因为这而乐得手舞足蹈呢.?
我们又是否因为得到的不是所要的,而要求更多, 开始埋怨为什么那么不公平呢.?
相比之下, 不公平的是他们而不是我们.
我想"知足"这一点我们应该想他们多多学习..

sponsored by Nando's.

They are enjoy dancing. "Poker Face"
All are very high, and all of us felt happy when saw them give us a smile.

疼女友的45种方式. 你做到了几条呢????

2010-02-26T19:27:00.001+08:00

1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请搂着她的腰，而不是站在一旁

用手指点。
2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间不超过5秒，并迅速指出那位美女与她相比较的美中不足。
3.如果她做错了事，心里已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任吧。
4.听女友话的男人才会有出息，所以，你要乖乖听她的话。
5.她可以欺负你，但你绝对不可以欺负她，因为她虽然欺负你，但是每次有什么好东西，她第一个想到的就是你!
6.要是她朝你哭，你要不厌其烦地哄她，直到她破涕为笑!
7.把她的照片帖到钱包，手机……一切经常看到的地方。
8.离开她绝对不超过十天以上
9.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表现得比平时更疼爱她和紧张她的样子。
10.大男人不表示霸道.
11.温柔不等于没主见。
12.潇洒不等于没交代
13.不要老是在我问她“去那里比较好”，“吃什么”等等的时候说“随便”，这不等于是你在迁就她，只表示你没有心思搭理她.
14.要经常对她说“我爱你”，否则她会假设你不爱她
15永远不要在公众场合对她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。
16.她做错事情的时候教训她不要紧，最重要的是在那之后要哄
17.发脾气时不要不理她，不要给时间她让她冷静，其实她完全不需要时间冷静。
18.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色轻友。
19.她看动画片，你不但不准笑话她，还要跟她一起看。
20.在她想你时，争分夺秒地挤出时间与她约会
21.看她的眼神无比专注。
22.话的语气情深意长。
23.能做到客观的得看到其它优秀的女孩，但主观认为她才是最好的
24.有女孩和你说话，你要拉着她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁边，那么请你跟她们保持距离。
25.过马路的时候牵着她的手。
26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起的每分钟。
27.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一个问候的电话28．要常常唱情歌给她听。
29.两个人都有发火的权利，但不能同一天, 如果那一天她发火了，那你就不可以发火了。
30.女友生活中不顺心，你要循循善诱、帮忙分析，提出建设性方案若干
31.要非常爱你的女友---她，坚决拥护女友的决定，服从女友的领导。
32.留意其它女生不得超过5秒钟，看同一女生累计不得超过5次。
33.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要无条件相信她。因为她也会同样对你。
34.她穿了好看的衣服，你要衷心赞美。
35.严禁在女士(3岁－80岁)面前耍贫，放电。若有违反，视情节严重程度，由女友从严、从快进行严厉打击.任何人、任何形式的狡辩，抵赖都将按妨碍司法公正论处。
36.不抽烟。一经发现立即开除。
37.与女友吵架每次陈述不得超过3分钟(含)，音量不得超过20分贝(含)。
38.要加强锻炼，强健身体,一口气抱她上到五楼
39.在她心情遭透，蛮横发脾气的时候，抱抱她，而不是和她理论。
40.希望不会出现手机没电而她又没有其它办法联系到你的现象，如果能频频主动打电话告诉她“我想你了”并随时汇行踪则更好。
41.她身上有很多缺点，她已经够苦恼了，请不必随时向她提醒。
42.女友不讲理是撒娇而不是撒野。
43.她所有的事情都好想跟你分享、虽然你不一定会明白但是希望你会装做你在听。
44.女友送的东西一定要天天带在身边
45.最重要的一点：要永远认为女友是对的。因为...她是最爱你!!

**I just saw it through an email.
I agree of most of the points. =)

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-20T22:50:00.017+08:00

These are all the activities during my Chinese New Year.
I'm here to thanks to all those who wish me Happy Chinese New Year.
I'm so sorry if I didn't reply any of your message.

The 1st day of Chinese New Year.

Gambling. I lost about my 1 day salary. heart pain.
They bully the only granddaughter of ah ma. =.=
Don't even try this game if you are kiam siap just like me.xD

Family In Red.

The 2nd day of Chinese New year
Due to nothing for us to do, camera shooting with my cousin.
This is the only cousin I can communicate with, the rest busy accompany their bfs.
=.=

My nephew. He is shy.
I don't like he call me as "ah ee"..sob.

Conversation between aunts and uncles.
They : Wah, long time no see. sui ki lo.
Me: ~~~smile~~~
They: Where you study.?
Me: Tarc
They: After that go where for degree.?
Me: Utar, perhaps.
They: Got bf ah boi.? Why didn't him back to show us.?
Me: Oh...bo la bo la.
They: Nvm. We intro eng tao & uhh lui for you.
Me: errrrrrrrrrr....~~~~smile~~~~

**Every year the same topics. swt.

Third day
Hanging out with my little bro, Jue Qi and Ming Xun.
Thanks Ming Xun for fetching us.
Thanks didi for the lunch.
Thanks Jue Qi for the photo.

Fourth Day
Have lunch at boss's house.
This is the last year I work with them.
Thanks a lots. =)

Ah wei Kor.

Ah Yan.

After that, go for a movie with May May.
Percy Jackson & The lightning Theif.
Woooo...awesome. He is so handsome. Fall for him. lols.

Fifth day
Stop all the activities. Recharge my battery.
I'm too tired.
I just want to date with my laptop, bear bear and my bed.
The feel of staying at home is excellent.

Sixth day
Due to the 38 aunty can't attend the gathering on tomorrow,
Due to the communication problems,
Due to bla bla bla..
Blaming each other..haha.

We used to argue with each other when secondary school.
The people around thought we are childish, but we enjoy being of that.
She always fall asleep, and my job is to wake her up.
She knows most of my secrets I think. =D

Seventh day
Another gathering again at Bloggers Cafe.

Eighth Day
End of Holidays.
Pack all my thing.
Is time to shift my mood to College's life. =.=
Tomorrow the result will be announced.
Just cross our fingers and pray for that.

Wish all of us will get the good result.

Happy Valentine's day

2010-02-13T18:51:00.005+08:00

To my dearest babi,

Thanks for being with me &
everything that you have done to me.♥.
Happy Valentine's day and Happy Chinese New Year.

双喜节

2010-02-13T17:38:00.002+08:00

今年的新年还挺特别的.
大年初一 + 情人节.

遗憾的是今年我还是无法和情人一起渡过情人节.
希望来临的一年我们可以一起庆祝吧..

总觉得今年的新年来得特别仓促..
可能因为工作忙碌再加上懒惰虫作怪..
所有的东西(大扫除 + 购买年货) 都在今天才赶往..
真的好累啊.!!!!
累得甚至开始没有了欢庆新春佳节的喜悦..
算啦..=)
现在一切搞定啦..
恢复了喜悦的心情..

新的一年,新的希望..
我希望,

大家身体健康..
大家事事顺利..
考取好成绩..

我只要这简单的愿望实现..=)

虎年行大运

新年快乐 + 情人节快乐

The days during exam V The days after exam

2010-01-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

Oh no.
How come now I will prefer the days during exam.?

1. Because I do not need to do housework and can fully concentrate on my study.
2. Because I can order people do a favor for me.
3. Because I no need to wake up so early, I can wake up at 8am.
4. Because I can go to bed anytime as I like, I can sleep at 12am.
5. Because I need not go to work.
6. Because I can stay at home.
7. Because I got a reason to reject all the invitation.
8. Because I got a reason to refuse to do any favour for anyone.
9. Because this reason is so powerful to me.
10. Because of this reason, I can be a temporary Queen in my house. huhu.

***These are all the reasons why I like the days during exam.^^V.

Oh no.
How come I will start to hate the days after exam.?

1. Because I need to do housework.
2. Because I'm the one who ordered by people to do a favour.
3. Because I need to wake up early at 6.30am.
4. Because I need to bed by 11pm, as my internet service will be cut around this time.
5. Because I need to go to work.
6. Because I need to accompany my mum go here and there.
7. Because I got no reason to reject the invitation, so I need to attend the gathering even I not really like it.
8. Because I got no reason to refuse to do a favour for anyone.
9. Because I cant use EXAM as reason.
10. Without this reason, I'm the maid in the house now.

***These are all the reasons why I hate the days after exam = holidays. =(

However, the days during exam was suffering and torturing.
I need to date with books every moment.
sigh..
How I wish now is Chinese New Year. hehe.

13days to go. yuhuu.

Date

2010-01-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Date:26-1-2010
Venue: Queensbay, Penang

This has been a long long long time I didn't hang out with my babi.
Hmm..quite happy today.
I get what I'm searching for.
Although didn't get any clothes.
Watched Legion, not bad.
Just I scared by the ah ma 1.lols.
In fact I'm as timid as a mouse.=D
Thanks babi, I'm quite enjoy that day. *wink*

I help an aunty to carry her bag. Actually really quite heavy.
But I'm still very happy.
The aunty keep praising me.*shy*
When I share this news with my mum. I get scolded.
Sigh..She said I'm so stupid. She said may be inside the bag is narcotics.
haiz..wondering am I done a good job.?

Is over, not yo bother about that.=)
I will do whatever I think is the right 1.
Mum, I know you're worry about me, but I just want to tell you.
I'm not a little girl anymore.^^

Get all the R.E.L.A.X that I want.
weeeee...

The following days I will busy with my job.
gambateh.!!! ^^

Hurray

2010-01-25T21:06:00.018+08:00

Date: 25-1-2010
Veue: Redbos, Gurney.
yuhuuu..yeah yeah.!! yuuhuuu...Hurray.!!!

Waoh, This has been a long long time I update my blog.
Dust and spider web everywhere.
I have been tortured by the sickening exam.
Wekk, feel disgusting when think about the exam.
Vomit=(
I want to go shopping, I want to go dating, I want to go singing..
I want to watch movie, I want to sleep 24 hours...
All I want is R.E.L.A.X.

Hoho.went to redbox with my classmates.
That's great.
Sing Out Loud + Laugh Out Loud.
Thanks for the 1 who cheers me up.
I really didn't laugh till so happy.
I think all of us should thank him rite.?
Cause everyone enjoy with that. haha.

I'm here to thanks to those who support me, help me during exam.
Appreciate. ^^

Couple of the day.? Green. haha.

Let's say Peace. Li Lu is so happy.
She first time join our class function.
Seem like a bit shy. haha.

Guy partner.??

sing with Jie Jie. haha

He is the Singer of The Day + Crown of The Day. hahahh..

here is something to share.

小人

2010-01-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

害人之心不可有,
防人之心不可无.

Two is better than 1.?

2010-01-02T20:28:00.001+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you say
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh
I can't live without you
'Cause baby, two
Is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Hmm. I get a feel when I listen to this song.
Just like the song without any reason.
uhhuu..Two is better than one.?
Perhaps.
=)

启示一片 - 2009

2009-12-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

在这一年里,很多的事情发生..
我也从中吸取教训..

对一个人付出100%的真诚及用心,
你不但没有得到100%的回报,
你得回来的只有那100%的伤痕.
所以只对那些懂得珍惜的人付出百分之百.

对一个人的坦诚,
却换来背叛,
我想我再也不会轻易相信别人.

愚笨的我,总是觉得朋友应该互相帮助,
现实生活中,朋友是互相利用..

原来我并不是善于表达的人,
我只好尝试把它忍下,
想尽办法把它忘了,
也许我会快乐些.
不过事情往往不是说你想望了便可忘,
其实它只是隐藏起来,
一旦它出现了,
那时可能已经无法挽回.

不要做迁就人的那位,
因为偶尔会觉得很委屈.
做个让人迁就的那位,
也许会快乐些.
不过当你需要别人迁就时,请顾虑别人的感受.

不要太在意别人怎样看你,
只要你的直觉告诉你是对的,
那就勇敢去做.

常常满怀希望,并不是件好事,
因为期望越大,失望越大.
那时可能你已伤痕累累.
很想放弃.
一切以平常心看待,
你会感觉世界真美好.

一个第一次伤害你的人,
你应该原谅他.
一个一而再,再而三伤害你的人,
你应该选择离开他.

Bye 2009.

2009-12-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

The last day of 2009.
The feeling a bit complicated.
Myself also don't know how to describe.
There were many things happened and I gained lessons from there.
I'm glad that everything running smoothly.
Although there were some incidents that make my tears dropped and feels hurt yet I'm appreciate that thing wasn't the worst.
Thing keep happening and people around keep changing.
I shouldn't stand at this point.
I think I shall make some improvement to become a better man. =)

Thanks for all that corner about me, support me, care me.
I will keep it in my heart.
Thanks for those that who hurt me, because you let me become more mature.
I'm here to apologize if I had done something that hurt you.

Let's forget the past in 2009 and begin the new in 2010.
May all the things running smoothly.
Have a great 2010. ^^V.

**This year I just stay at home.
No countdown session.
No firework.
Although I miss the chance this year.
Hope that next year I will spend the new year with some1 in the coming 2011.
I still remember at this moment in 2009.
I'm having my black forest from secret recipe in Gurney Drive.

Happy Advance 2010.

2009-12-31T20:18:00.000+08:00

Date : 30.12.2009
Time : 6.40pm - 8.30pm
Venue : Faces Steak Corner
People : Y1M15 + Y2M15

Welcome the VIP Mr.Johnson and Mr. Wilson.
I'm so happy to see you guy there.
Chit-chating and enjoy the environment there.

Let's the photo do talks.

More Photo here-->

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30875869&id=1131649726#/album.php?aid=2044633&id=1131649726

**lazy to upload. lols.

PHOTO OF THE DAY.

merry x'mas 2009

2009-12-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Date : 24-12-2009
Time : 7.30pm - 1 a.m
Venue : Boss's house + 7-Heaven bistro pub and restaurant.

Gosh..rush insanely.
Go GP to take my sandal.Yipee.
Then take some time to shopping.
Yeah..I found what I want but not enough money to buy that.
Hope that Monday still got my size.
Or else I will gonna crazy.

Luckily there was no traffic jam along the journey to jetty. phew.
Bus station is not as many people as i predicted.
Thanks God.
But unfortunately I can't go back and take a short nap.
I need to bring my little bro for hair cutting.
Rush to 3 salon..SIGH...all fully booked.
I need to see the black face.
What can I do beside tolerate.?
Stop here. Don't spoil my X'mas mood.

This year quite a special X'mas celebration.
I celebrate with my boss and colleagues.
Steamboat session in her house and then headed to bistro.
Oppps...all the aunties and uncles there.
All dressed sexily and smartly.
Compare with them, we are loser.
Just sit at there chit-chating and enjoy the band show.
The band is awesome.
The anuties and uncles all are high.lols.

Merry X'mas.
Countdown for 2010.
6 days left.

^^V

病

2009-12-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

最近的天气超热的,
就那么短短的几步路..
对我来说可是十万八千里的路程..
我不介意别人说我黑..
但我却介意那太阳晒在我皮肤的热与疼的感觉..
感觉皮肤严重性失水..
再这样下去,我无发支持下去了..

面对这样的天气,
我终于打了场败仗..
我还是不敌病魔的纠缠..
咳嗽,伤风,感冒,喉咙痛,头痛..
大家相约找上门..
现在我只盼望他们在我测验前离我而去..

Happy Sweet 19th.♥

2009-12-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

"dai kor lui lor..." duno is perli-ing or.?whatever...
Thanks for all my friends that wish me.
THANK YOU once again.
It makes my birthday meaningful with all the wishes.
It's touching.

a special blog post with a special birthday song.
a blog post from baby.
a special mms.
a birthday hang out with darling May May.
a birthday movie. Mulan.
a birthday meal at Pizza Hut.(last year also pizza.) lols.

at last a belated + surprising birthday present from babi. ~ ♥

The last day of being eighteen.

2009-12-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

"sap pat sui, pok pok cui"
sigh..no more this in my life.
Bye 18th. Welcome 19th.
Why currently my feeling is so complicated.?
Should I happy about that.?
Should I sad.? lols.
Thinking about the 1st day of 18.
yea.It's wonderful birthday.
However, along the journey..
There were lots of thing happened.
It makes my tears fall n times.
Until just now, I'm still thinking whether to....
Tears started to fall on the moment of flashing back everything happened.
Time passed too past..
I haven't make the dreams that I wished on my 18th birthday come true.
sigh.

休息日

2009-12-03T18:12:00.000+08:00

好久好久没好好的休息了..
难得的假日..
不必上课,不必上班..
难得的睡眠时间..
感觉真好..
心情也特别愉快..
精神特别好..
养足了精神..
接下来又要面对一连串的测验了..
想到这里还是有点害怕..
加油吧.!!!!!!^^V

昨天无缘无故的发脾气..
只想对"受害者"说声抱歉.♥.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

2009-11-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

Spent my Raya Haji with my little bro and Hwey Yinn at Queensbay Mall.
My didi said I must bring him to go or else he will become Otaku. (zai nan).lols.
This is quite a boring journey as I didn't even have the chance to window shopping.
Just busy searching for his clothes.
I almost forget the Body Glove shop is at the ground floor.
End up, He bought the polo tee from Brandsoutlet and he likes it.
Or else, I will be killed if he complained.
How pity am I.? lols.
Feel like myself just like his mummy when waiting outside the fitting room.=.=

I thought bring him to have lunch at McDonald's.
He chose T Bowl. Oh man.."so clever"..!!!
Sigh..I never spend so much money for food that not worth it.
Maybe I'm kiam siap.
This is my very 1st time.
Actually got a bit xim tia.
feel worth it when see him feels happy.

Too many people there and we need to reserve.
Wait for 30 minutes. =.=

Didi and Me.

Ms.Yinn with her T bowl.

Yinn & Ying

Didi meet his friend there. Busy pressing hp. =.=

End of the day.
Spending much on the trip yet didn't get anything.

Hurt

2009-11-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

I so surprise when someone told me what you said about me.
This let me feel that I'm so silly to do all those things just because of you.
I try my best to help you, end up I get the words that hurt me a lots.
This let me feel that whatever I had done meaningless and senseless.

Sigh..How stupid am I.?
I'm really sad because of that.

Why don't you view from another side and think.?
Why don't you be optimistic for thing that happened around.?
Why must you so stubborn.?
Why must you think that no people care about you.?
Why must you think so much on such a simple incident and make yourself suffer.?
Why must you talk something that you know it is sensitive to me without care about my feelings yet you blame me for too sensitive.?

I'm really get shocked when others facing the same problems with me.
They get hurt in the end just like the story happened on me.
I'm so sorry to blame on other people for treating you like that.

Now I realise. I can't hear from a party.
Thanks for letting me to learn a lesson.
Nothing much I can do.

From start now, I won't care it anymore as what I had done nobody even appreciate it.
I'm don't want to be a STUPID anymore.
May God bless you.

***I'm not saying anyone. Just summerised the incident happened.xD

Western Food

2009-11-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

Hurray..finally have a gathering with my classmate for this sem.
Seem like every sem we have a small gathering.
Although not all of Y2M15 join this, I know their souls are with us.lols.

I'm so surprise to meet my baby there.
So uhh ean.
This had been a thousand of month I didn't meet her.
and Thanks for helping us to take the pictures.

Yummy..Sundry say my dish like "huan zu" =.=

1..2..3...Start..
Everyone busying..

Photograph time.
Three.

Two

Oh ya. This is my "jie jie". ^^V.

Dai lou. Nah..this is the roti. Please help us to eat. lols.

One.

Roti King had eaten 4 rotis. xD

ALL.

Thx baby.Thx a lots. <3

RedBox, I'm here.

2009-11-26T19:17:00.001+08:00

I'm really nervous about the result of Business Economics test.
Sob..I didn't write any of the point that mentioned by tutor.
What can I do.? Just pray for it.
Namo Ami Tofor..
My heart keep pounding at the fastest speed.
Feel like myself will get heart attack soon. T^T
Phew..I pass the test and so Ms.Elvira.
Therefore we plan to have a celebration/ relax at Redbox.

Haiz..Just two hours for us due to school holidays.
Not enough la man.~~~
Still got many song I didn't have the chance to sing. sob.
Therefore, I decide to do something as the compensation for me.
heik heik..shhhhhhhhhh.

some videos taken down.

http://elvira-privatism.blogspot.com/

This is only the video I have.
lols. edited version Forever Love.
Sorry Lee Hom.

病

2009-11-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

唉....本小姐最近患上了一种很严重的病.!!!!!

"严重性测验前爱睡症"

测验的前一晚..
老是觉得很累很累..
仿佛一天没睡了..
累得晚上的九点正便接二连三地打瞌睡..
满脑子就是床和我的熊..
我尽我所能地和脑子的画面对抗到底..
可是我还是战胜不了"病魔"的纠缠..
最后还是败给了它..

撑了两个小时..
脑袋不停地使唤我该休息了..
软棉棉的床不断地引诱我..
最后我还是抵挡不了诱惑..
投进它怀抱,
睡着了..
只好怨自己的抵抗力量不强..
T.T

原以为养足了精神..
明天一早便可以做最后的冲刺..
可是我还是觉得很累..
无法集中精神..

有没有什么仙丹可治我的病啊.?
我不想再受"病魔"的折磨了..

**不懂是否自己身上的懒惰虫作怪...还是我的确患上这病..???

Down

2009-11-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I'm down.
Down with nothing.
I don't know how to describe with a simple word.
The feeling all mixed up especially sad + stress.
Its make me mad. Gonna burst as a boom.
Feel lost like a kite without a threat.
Fly with no direction.
Fell down from sky to floor, and get hurt everywhere.
Hopefully the cut will recover sooner and sooner.
How I wish I can do anything yet I fail to do it.
Even I simple word, I don't know how to speak it out from my mouth.
The time passed as fast as 200km/h, without a break.
How I wish I can have a deep sleep with 48 hours.
Two more days to go with the Business Finance & Tamadun Islam.
yet I'm didn't even have the mood to study.
Feel stress..wanted to cry out loud yet I didn't have the chance.
I know I shouldn't cry at this moment.
All my mind floated with the scene of him. sigh..
Wishing that he will recover from the sadness soon.

悟

2009-11-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

快乐是有定律的.
要认清自己,
接受自己,
不要勉强自己做不喜欢和做不到的事,
要懂得说"不"字,
要表里合一,
要忠于自己,
不要斤斤计较
照这个定律去做
快乐就会产生.

生活中,
我们有太多的无心无意的习惯.
但对深爱着我们的或我们深爱的人来说,
一个看似无心的举动,
却可能让他们内心爱的世界无声地坍塌.

Currently

2009-11-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

I'm quite busy for the past few days.
Can it consider as BUSY.?
I don't think so.
Nothing to do besides hang out + dreaming.

Last Thursday in Gurney Plaza.

Girls in black. lols.

I ♥ Nichii.

I still ♥ the wallet from Lovely Lane..
♥ shoes form Vincci,
♥ Brands Outlet Tee...so many things.
lols. Is time to find someone to watt d.
1st target was my brothers. xD

Fortunately I'm still manage to control myself.
Saving money for future.
"Stop Buying Unnecessary Rubbish".

Sunday in Queensbay with Ean's mum and her chubby brother.

The original plan was Tom Yam Mee + Auto City.
End up in Noodles Station + Queensbay, due to the weather. T^T

The tests are around the corner
yet I'm still do not have the mood to start the revision.
Until the day before exam, start to blame myself for wasting the time.
Ahah. This is my bad habit.
It is not easily given up, since I have been said to myself every semester.
Luckily I'm still manage to answer the OMS test.
If not, I think I will be gonna crazy.
Sigh...Nothing much I can say.
This is just a sentence to describe.
"We are the FOOLS that played by the LECTURER".
Simply change this and that, thinking that students are genius.
I don't like her attitude, feel like she discriminates us.
pity all of us. sigh..

Anyways I still want to thanks to you,
as the questions are not as hard as I think.

Next week will be a tiring week.
Business Economics + Commercial Law.
I think I need to start from now and reduce the frequent of facebook-ing.
lols.

Tomorrow will be the presentation for Investment game.
Our team, Team Alpha Investment is the first group.
Good luck and all the best.
Hope that we can get into final. ^^V.

情不自禁

2009-10-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

我还是忍不住,让"它"掉下了..
我总是告诉自己,
要撑着..一切顺其自然..
事情没有我想象中的这么糟..
撑了这么就,无奈我还是选择了"它"..

坐在人群中..
无奈的发着呆..
想起所经历的事..
想起打不开的结..
还是觉得很委屈..
我从不责怪你的无理冤枉..
可我还是接受不了..
我尝试不同的借口..
安慰了自己..
可往往事情发生时..
那借口还是欺骗不了自己..
只感慨同人不同命..

我想我应该学习不在乎..
不要对每件事物给予的100%在乎..
我想这能减低我受伤从100%直 1%..

累

2009-10-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

没有任何一个字可形容我现在的感受..

最适合不过的一个字是累...

我需要长长的一段睡眠时间..

我需要一个温暖的拥抱..

我需要一个无人的地方,让我享受静的感觉..

我只是想这样静静地休息..

Beach Party II

2009-10-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

Date : 21-10-2009

Time : 4.30pm-7.00pm
Venue : Behind Naza Hotel.

2 sat pat pos going to the same place doing the same place again.
Yeah, we like this.^^V.
There is accompaniment of the waves sound,
together with the sea breeze, really enjoyable!
Free from sound pollution.
Feel relax when at there.
The feeling just like I'm having holidays in Hawaii.

I love the sky.

Step on the sky. Guess who's leg there.? xD

WELCOME..~~

Ms.Elvira

Ms. Naomi

Ms. Elvira's art work.
She really a creative director. =)

Relax. enjoying..

is time to go back.^^

The next destination is James Western Food.
This is my very 1st time been there.
The environment there.
so far so good.
The food there is NICE.
eat without taxes.^^V
quite enjoy.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1131649726&ref=profile#/album.php?aid=2037956&id=1131649726

~~~end of the day~~~
receive a bad news.
no mood at the beginning.
hope that everything will be fine.

Specially For Him.

2009-10-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be my piggie boy's 19th birthday.
Happy Birthday.!!
Babi.
Wish all his dreams come true.=)

A simple present for him. Hope that he will like it.

I'm here to thanks all of them who lend me a hand.
I appreciate it .=)

Specially Thank to :~
Mr.JS - help me to prepare a lovely cake.
Mr.AYee - helping me a lots in giving surprise.
Ms.SCheng - fetching to Tanjung Bungah.
and
Mr.WCHing, Ms.Rene, Ms.Mika,Ms.THuan,Mr.CMeng.

Lepak-Ing

2009-10-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

Date: 8-10-2009
Time:10.30am-2.00pm
Venue: Gurney Plaza, Penang.

Hmm..today is the forth day of school reopen.
and I seem been fooled by the Commercial Lecturer twice.
Due to the replacement class canceled, we plan to send our time lepak-ing at GP.
Opps. Almost all of us are facing financial problem,
so we go to corner to have chicken rice as our lunch.
Cheap + Delicious.
Then, we straight headed to GP.
This time the driver is Ms.Ah Cheng.

Four of us be a gang..
a poor gang that didn't want spend any cent at there.
ahaha. All of us boh $.
Therefore, we are having some photograph session to let our time spent meaningfully.
lols.
Poor camera technique with lots of fun there.

Toilet.

Cinema

G-force.

The ugly Truth

Gamer

Tsunami.

Outdoor + Playgrond

Anyone can save me away from jail. hopeless.xD

so tired. still need to attend the management lecture later. T.T

~~end of the day.
have fun without spending 1 cent.
Accept the Sundae Cone. lols.

http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?drop&ref=mb#/album.php?aid=2036679&id=1131649726

Yesterday was not my day.!!!!

2009-10-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

Oh no..It was not my day. It was an evil day.lols.

There was a cold drizzle of rain,
the atmosphere was murky, it was a melancholy day.
Due to my laziness,
although I brought umbrella yet I didn't even have the intention to use it.
and I didn't even brought jacket.
End up, I shivered with the cold the damp air brings.

I do not like damp climate early in the morning.
I found my mobile phone almost dropped when I ran toward the bus stop.
Gosh..I almost cried when I realized it.
This was my carelessness. =.=

Next, when I reached college, I was so excited.
Because later I was going to Gurney with Elvira to get something.
Reached college at 8.30am.
I needed to wait till 11.00am.
The time past as slow as tortoise, felt bored.
Anyone can come and accompany me.?
While I was waiting, I received a bad news.
It was really a bad news to me.
"Today lecture cancel."
Oh no..I didn't know what should I do.
Felt hopeless..Anyone can lend me a hand.?
Kept calling Ms.Elvira.
She didn't accept. I almost called 10times d.
Every time called till to voice massage.
I was so nervous.
Should I wait at college.?
Should I go to find BP.?
Or should I go back by bus.?
End up, I decided to walk to Bao Ping's hostel.

Finally, Ms.Elvira answered the call.
Everything back to smooth.
Headed to Gurney Plaza.
We straight away went to Redbox.
Redbox again.lols.
But I felt that this time was worth it.
RM9.++ included a drinks, a main meal, a sweet soup and 3 hours +.

Yuhuuu..Let sing out loud.
However, I felt that the sound system got problem.
I couldn't go into the situation.lols.
At the end, we found out there was the key problems. =.=

The next was shopping session.
Nothing happened there.
And I got all the things I want with no regret.^^V.

A call calling from mum.
She asked me to phone her when I reached bus stop.
However, when I reached, I kept calling.
But the person keep saying
" The number you called is not in service." =.=
End up, I walked back.

The uncle told me that my mum go out already.
Oh no..What should I do.?
I can't get her through phone.
I worried that she will wait at there for long.
End up, I walked back to find her.
Luckily I managed to find her.
If not I will be crazy..

心.结

2009-10-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

心病终需心药治..
有谁可以给我心药呢.? =P

我想我需要收拾我所堆积的心结..
一个一个的慢慢解开..
原来我并不是不在乎..
而是我常为自己找下不同的借口及理由来掩饰..
也许自己会好过些..

原来我惊觉这样只不过是自欺欺人..
直到你发觉时,
这已是你不能接受的事实了..

周围发生的事物不禁另我想起了很多很多..
这不是言语可以形容..
也是无人能懂的心情..
只有一同经历过的人才有所感触..
"同人不同命"..
所做的一切不要求回报..
可我却不能接受他人把它当成理所当然..
也许我应该学会不必重视吧..

原来我只会给予劝告..
当事情发生在我身上..
我却无法照着"它"做..
也许我不是一个EQ高手吧..

**第一天的上课,
带着期待的心情,
可却换来了一片的落空,
这对我来说已经麻木了..
不过还是难掩那股失落感..
也许一开始我就不应该抱有一线希望..

回家的路途是这么的漫长..
海风+雨点,
带走了我的烦恼..
现在平静多了..
也许是我想太多了吧..
[感觉我每个月的其中一天都会情绪化,感触突然多了,闹别扭,希望有人可以逗逗我吧]xD

Simple + Short holidays.

2009-10-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

The 1st semester break start from 21.9.09-4.10.09.
That means 2day is the last day of my holidays.
Basically the life in holidays is..

watching series movie.
facebook-ing.
Chatting.
Sleeping.
Working.
Doing housework.
Dreaming.
Thinking.

Many thing can come out with conclusions after spending to think about them.

Actually I feel the holidays' life is meaningless for me.
ahahah.
Feel bored and lonely.
Every day keep thinking and thinking.
My brain gona explode.
I prefer the life in college although very tired.
At least got people chit-chatting with me. lols..
I'm very ks mia.xD

Last Wednesday hanging out with 3 group of friends.

1st destination meet Y.J, K.E, Daniel and Arron.
They bring me to a coffee shop and a chinese Restaurant.
The food there is delicious but the price is so expensive.
=.=
Thanks to Y.J and K.E for the mocha and the chinese mee.

2nd destination meet L.W, S.C, C.S, S.Y, Desmond, Vivian, P.P, S.P, C.H,M.J. at QueensBay.
so happy to meet all of them.
They change a lots.
All become leng zai and leng lui jor.
M.J got gf d.
Unbelievable. haha.

Thursday hang out with my darling May May.
Long time We didn't hang out together as our time not match at all.
sobx.
Finally got chance d.
We are almost crazy when see there is 70% discount in Parkson.
Chat for the whole day about our past story.
and watch "The Ugly Truth".
not bad la. but a bit yellow.
I'm just 18 nia.xD

The last destination is meet Elvira and Ah Cheng at foverever 21.
Phew, I nyaris become shopoholic.
=.=
At last I'm still able to back to normal.

and yesterday attend my X what relatives' wedding dinner.
Our relationship is too far.
As we never meet each other before.
Actually I'm quite tired that day.
Whole table just all my uncles.
I'm the youngest 1. haha.
That day is mooncake festival.
so sweet.
How I wish I can spend the mooncake festival night with my lover.
ahahah..

I was waiting for the past 14 days.
yet I didn't get anything.
A bit disappointed.
Bur is ok.
I'm still can accept it.

Switch from "exam" mood to "holidays" mood

2009-09-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hurray.!!!!
Finally finished the sickening + disgusting exam.
The day I waiting for.^^V

Spend all my time dating with Mr.Books.
Opps. It's really my nightmare.
stress + depress.
It makes me mad.
It makes me down.
It makes me crazy.
It makes me exhausted.
It makes me totally out of my control.
Maybe I can't find a suitable way to release it.

During the day before exam,
It's really torturing me.
I can't really sleep well..
Maybe I'm too stress.?
Maybe I haven't well prepared to fight for it.?
My heart keep pounding.
Feel like I'm going to get a heart attack anytime.
The thing I read keep floating out and flying here and there.
Anyone can help me.?
I'm really need somebody to listen to me.
But I know everyone feels pressure as well.
So the only thing I do to is Sing Out Loud.

Thanks for all those that support me.
Especially babi
Even a simple message with a +u and good luck.
I feel warm and touch.
It gives me some motivation.
Thanks for my ji muis that listening to my "bitter water".
Well, I know.
I'm good in complaining this and that.

This exam period I have already slim down 1.5kg.
Should I happy for that.? lols.

Everything is over.
What I can do now is pray for it. =]
Planning to spend my holidays in front of pc,
with all those movies that I wanted to watch before...
bla bla bla..
Hopefully I will be able to finish all.
Or else, I'm outdated.
ahah.

Airplanes are flying here and there.
I didn't put any hopes on that.
I know the plan not as smooth as what we predicted.
so just let it.

The day after the exam.
I'm still unable to switch my mood from stressful study mood to relaxing holidays mood.
I need sometimes to accept it.
But I just spent about 30 minutes to do that.

Go to Redbox.
I'm really enjoy it.
Singing like nobody,
sorry if my singing torture both of your ears.
ahha.

Finally..Finally...

2009-09-04T14:54:00.001+08:00

Finally..finally..
The day after tomorrow is the time for me to fight in the war.
Feel a bit nervous as it had been a long time I didn't fight.
Oppss..
My energy almost used in the exam.
Feeling like I'm still not well prepared.
sighhh..
Don't bother about that.
Just fight for it.
Cheers.!!!!!

May God bless all the candidates that taking Exam.!!!
You can do it.^^

best regards,

Good luck & all the best.

Raining day

2009-08-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

What's a day with the rain.?
Nothing much I can do beside doing the revision.
The coldness of the temperature really make me fall asleep.
Opps..
I can't as it already out of time.
The raining day make me down.
Mr.Sun. I miss you so much.
Hoping you will come out tomorrow.

****I'm here to apology to baby and donut.
As I'm not able to attend the gathering.
Due to some personal reason. =[

Sunrise

2009-08-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Is time to start the revision.
After PA class, go to Sunrise McDonald's to do revision.
with Jervis(dai lou), ah cheng ( dai kar jie), ean ( yi kar jie).
ahah.
But end up......with nothing.
The weather make all of us "boh xim".
and start chit-chating(planning for the day after final)
and photos taking session.
I'm so excited waiting for the day.

say NO to McDonald's.
End up I just eat a sundae cone. aha.

***End of the day***

stop dreaming please..
Is time to start the revision.
shift the mood to study mood.

Just Do It. peace.

I'm just wander why some of the people din't care about others' feeling.
They just think that whatever they think is the right 1.
and they din't even understand.
what to do.?
Just forget it.
I'm not going to bother all that.
I'm freaking tired + fed up.

Random pics in this week

2009-08-21T20:34:00.001+08:00

Monday- Presentation
Phew, finally come to this day.
The day I'm waiting for.
This is because after this presentation,
I can relax d. ^^V.
Although I know I not did well yet I'm satisfy with that.
This is because I feel I gt improve compare with previous.
Everything run smoothly. =)

Ying & Ean

We are come from Anderson Consulting Firm.

President & Information Director.

Secretary.

Treasurer.

Creative Director.

After that, all of us go to Gurney Plaza McDonald's to have our lunch.
Unfortunately, I'm not feeling well on the same day.
Thanks babi for taking care of me. <3

Tuesday- Normal
As usual, wake up early in the morning.
Go college, attend class.. Go canteen.. Back home.
The only different is Ah Cheng drop me at jetty. Touch. T.T

Wednesday - Cooking + Dating.

The 1st time taking pictures with little lulu.
New Classmate.
Today, Ah Cheng is too excited to go to hostel.
As she never stay hostel b4.
Thx bp for sponser all those dishes.

After that, spend my whole afternoon with babi
and hang out for a movie with friends.

I'm enjoy hang out with them, as there is lots of fun.
The movie is nice but the air condition there made me couldn't really concentrate.
Luckily I still a "jacket" to give me warm.
After that, go to Farlim pasar malam.
Meet Ah cheng there with her bf.
Have a sweet dream at night.

Thursday- Business Game
Last day of the business workshop.
yeah..Everything done.!!!
Our proposal 175 pages.
Give a clap for out CEO.
You are really geng.=)
I'm enjoy listening to babi.
I like whatever story u tell.

Friday - Bad Day
Today not a good day because the rain spoil our plan.
I hate it.
I'm down when i see my babi down.
sorry as I put you in that situation.
=[
On my way back from jetty, the bus driver suddenly give an emergency break.
My lovely tumbler flyvout from the door.
I try my best to save you.
But when I see the lorry step on you,
my heart is broken.
Stand on the middle of the road, pick up you,
and say Bye Bye. sob.

Let's go to the beach.!!!!!

2009-08-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

Date: 10.8.2009
Time: 6.30pm - 7.30pm
Venue: Behind Naza Hotel

Hmmm..well.
Currently I'm really live under pressure & getting emotional.
Even a simple word will hurt me lots.
Maybe I'm too sensitive.
Assignments + Tests + Business workshops + Part Time job.
101% stress accumulated.
I'm really lack of time.
Please give me 48 hours per day and let me sleep for 24 hours.ahah.
After the MIS test, we plan to have our lunch nearby..
Because we really hungry till want faint d. kesian. aikx.

Beach party. ^^V. I like this.
It had been a long time I didn't go to beach.
Thx Ean. heart u. =)

love sunset. ^^

Step on the beach.!!!
Improper entire.=[

C.O.C.O.N.U.T.

Stress till act abnormal.

Wind Blow.

Oh, run.!!! Or else my shoes will be gone.

Cham..stress till need to eat coconut leaves to cure it sickness.

Any Tanjung Rambutan for her.?
Feel Free to call me. lols.

Peace.

You belong with me. <3

Pheewit, Leng lui is cat-walking.

End of the day. 0% of stress now. =)

Peace ^^V sigh. =.=

2009-07-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

The day with no test in this month.
Going to hang out.
say peace.^^V

But the assignments are waiting for us.
We still unable to have a rest.
The second tests, presentation..bla bla bla..
sigh..=.=

End of week 7.
Beginning of week 8.
6 more weeks to FINAL.

y2m15

2009-07-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

Date : 8-7-2009
Time : 11.30a.m - 2.30pm
Venue : Seoul Garden, Gurney Plaza

This is a sudden plan of all of us.
Only 8 people join this.
We have lots of FUN there because of Ah Cheng(Organizer).

Ying + Ean + Cheng + Hsuan.

Hsuan + Wen.

Ying + Cheng

1..2..3..Start..

Sundry + Jervis are busying.

This is created by Ling.

Finally..
spend about 3 hours there..

The result is...

side view

Top view..

These all is only eaten by 1 person..
All of us get shocked.

She is our queen of prawn..
Ling.

Queen of prawn + King of meat
= "hye boh" + 'ba ong" (named by Cheng)

End of the gathering. ^^V

***Test is around the corner.
Let's start our revision.
May GOD bless all of us get a good result in test.

Belated Birthday celebration

2009-07-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

Date : 3-7-2009
Time : 6.00pm
Venue : Redbox, Gurney Plaza.
People : Elvira (Birthday girl), Sylvia, Jas, Naomi.

Our 1st destination is VIOR.
As Elvira has a discount card specially for Birthday Baby.
Get a pants there.
The college entire really make me crazy.
As I don't have much long pants.
Need to get some long pants and not all the pants can suit me because of my height...T.T.

Having our dinner at there + singing session.
It is a buffet. The food there seem attractive.

Jas with Food. =P

The dessert.

Food.

Jas & Sylvia.

Elvira & Sylvia

Opps. It is really not enough time for us.
A bit rush.
I can't fully enjoy in both singing and eating session.
**Ms.Jas can't stop eating. geng.

Uptown girl.

Stop it.!!!!!!! =P

A present from 6 of us to her.

***************************************************************
The next day.
Due to some reason.
Ms.Elvira refused to go to work.
She wants to go Queensbay. =]

Our lunch + dinner.

Tom Yam Soup.

Get nothing from there, except a delicious + cheap meal.^^V

Reach jetty at 9pm, daddy drops mummy at Econsave.
Then we go to kopi tiam here my little shao ye's tuition center.
haiz..I'm quite exhausted. Almost fall asleep at there.
Really can't hang around in Econsave anymore.
Sorry mum, leave you alone but you seem quite enjoy.

Happy Birthday Miss Elvira

2009-07-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Miss Elvira.

Thanks for the friendship..
Thanks for fetching to me jetty everyday.
Without you, I can't imagine how my college life will be.
Thanks for accompany me to ks..
Thanks for your console when I'm sad..
Thanks for hearing me ks all those nonsense things.
Finally, thanks for bringing me lepak in Penang.
Some places that I hardly got chance to go..^^V

May your dreams come true.!!!! <3

Canteen day.

2009-06-27T16:13:00.001+08:00

Yea..It is Saturday.

No need to wake up so early..
No need to prepare breakfast..
No need to iron uniform..
No need rush to jetty..
No need wait for the bus...

Yea..say NO to all the routine works..

As my little shao ye needs to go to school to collect his result, i follow him.
This year organizer of the canteen day is rangers.^^V.
Just spend RM3.00 for the food.
ahaha. because I'm really out of money.

thanks for those food.

meet :~
my honey(sio ching) - She will go to KL tonight. I will miss you. T.T
38 ly wei - You are still the same. keypo + 38
Sin Yong - You are still the same. leng lui.
Shuang Yew - You really boh liong xim. Din notice me.
Jia Qi - You really very friendly.
Yen Ming, Robert......say HI..
....
..
.

canteen day

me, honey, sin yong

38 po, me, honey, sin yong

It comes back again.

2009-06-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Opps. Mr. Blur comes to find me again.
I'm getting blur this few days..
and it seems getting serious.
May be is because I do not concentrate or pay attention.?
Or I even didn't have the mood.?

The test is just around the corner, yet I'm still relaxing.
I didn't even have the mood to open the book and look through.
Who can help me.???????

Seriously I need your help.

Aunty loves the most

2009-06-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

Econsave at Raja Uda.
The heaven for all the aunties.
As the price of vegetables very cheap.
Because of the invitation of mum, I accept it and follow her.
My mum and I get shocked when saw the ppl at there.

The things at there seems like FOC.

Mummy is choosing the chilies. ^^

My job is to line up and wait.
meet 3 didis in front of me.
We are holding the same job.
Stand at there and wait for mum to take the thing for us.
If not need to line up for minutes.
=.=

** The counter's girl call me aunty. T.T
I know you didn't notice that.
I accept your apology.

after 20minutes. Mummy. You are very "geng".

坚持到底

2009-06-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

为了剩钱,
为了将来,
我开始了一连串的便当日.
我想我可以的.
终于尝试了两个星期..
我发觉零用钱的数量增加了..
我的努力终于有了成果..^^V
我的目标是--> 可以每个月存RM100进银行户口
但愿如此吧.!!!!

这时燕所准备的炒饭.
感激不尽 + 感动

败给你

2009-06-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

这不是失眠.?
这比失眠还要痛苦..
求求你离开我好吗.?
我快要被你搞垮了..
我快要受不了了..
我快要疯了..

"你" 最近老是准在凌晨五点
把我从美梦中叫醒
我的闹钟明明就没响呀.!!!
可不可以不要再这样啊.??
拜托"你"..T.T
请"你"放了我吧.!!!
让我多享受多一个小时的美梦吧.!!!!!

我真的好累.
心理及生理上的累.
累到我无心观察周围事物的变化
累到连一个笑容也无力挤出.
脑海中不断浮现我还没解决的问题..
总是越想越歪..
幸好还是她拉我一把..
回到正确的轨道..

Shooting

2009-06-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

Spend my weekend with 3 cha bors..

[ Elvira, Jas, Sylvia]
Quite happy to hang out with them..
Wait Elvira pick me at jetty and straight to her aunt's house.
lols. The scary place..i still rmb the incident...!!!! =.=
well..something happened again..
The sound of the alarm( I think so) very irritating.
aikx. The case settle.. another thing happen again.
The electric current of some part of the house cant function.
OMG..

QB is our 1st destination.
Hang around.
Meet WChin, JWei, and WKeat.
fooled by WKit..and I didn't even notice him..
I walked away when he cal me" Xiao Jie. "
As I tot he is calling the salesgirls...

Get nothing from there..as I'm really boh lui.
THINK TWICE BEFORE BUY.
the concept set in my mind.
Because I'm really poor now.
Everyday eat Roti. Ko lian dai la.
End up buy a tumbler and a pair of sandal.
=.=

Next, searching for supper.
As I don't have the habit on having supper.
End up with a sausage.
the next session is photo shooting.
I'm really tired tat time.

I love the picture among all.
lazy to upload.
refer to Elvira or Sylvia Blog.

Before back home.

Photographer : Sylvia
Editor : Sylvia.

^^V

The next morning, woken by Jas.
Then go to McDonald.
yeah..my favourite Spicy Chicken McDeluxe.

The process of waiting really torture us.
Breakfast -> Lunch

I still remember the 1st Breakfast I get from MacD at the same place..

Reach jetty at about 2pm.
Meet my a be.
The bus driver bring us round to SPuyu.
Go to oldtown for a gathering. =.=
Meet JSheng, JYee and HYing.
lols. Too many ppl there..and we already sit there for hours..
At last, we beh tong with the waiter and the service there.
Poor.
Go to guan nan..having RM3 tea.
Drink till my tank full. =.=
Out of all, quite surprise to meet MHong.
He is still the same. KSKing.

After Ks-ing, walk to the market to get Tom Yam Mee.

end of the weekend.
Really very tired, but worth it.!!! ^^

Seoul Garden.

2009-05-28T16:01:00.000+08:00

This is the 2nd class gathering of Y1M15.
I still remember our 1st gathering was in Redbox.
Unfortunately, just a few of the members take part in this gathering.
Compare with the Redbox, I think almost half of it take part.

let's let the pics do talks.

the food at there.

Wilson & Elvira.

Wilson & Hsuan

Wilson & Naomi

Dessert Time.!!! ^^

Natalie, Wei Ni , Yvonne

Elvira with her dessert.

My Ais Kacang.

Spending about two hours at Seoul Garden.
All of us are very full.
Therefore, we hang around to let the food digest before go in class.

Take some outdoors pictures.

The box is so cute. =)
Hope you like it.

~~This gathering was memorable.
Although now he is not in Y1M15.
but the friendship among us is valuable.
TAKE CARE.
ALL THE BEST FOR U.
all of us will Miss You.

The First In School.

2009-05-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

Haiz..What can I do.?

What should I do.?

sob..
My timetable just like S*it..
What can I do between 12.20pm to 3pm.?
What can I do between 11am to 3.30pm.?
hanging around in the compound of college.?
Haiz..No way..!!!!!
Hopeless..
Nothing can V do beside accept..still is ACCEPT.
sighhhhh...

The view from foyer.

Nothing change in college..except the canteen..
hmm..The economic rice increase it price.
+ two new stalls.
( chicken rice & kuey teow teng + lam mee)
lols.

After the class, hang around in GP.
feel touched->
he accompany me back Butterworth by ferry.^^

my holidays.

2009-05-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

3 weeks holidays, just passed.
Nothing special in this holidays.
The program of the holidays..
WORK -> LUNCH -> WORK -> DINNER -> SLEEP.
weekends spent on wesak day, wedding, market...
I didn't even have the free time to enjoy my holidays.
I didn't hang out the whole holidays.
Imagine how hectic is my holidays.???
Making me exhausted and gone crazy.
As I keep thinking all those nonsense things.
I can't stop myself from thinking this & that..
Hmm..Fortunately now all is over.
I just feel that I'm so silly.
Everything back to normal. ^^V

Cracked my brain to give some reward for my dearest hubby.
Finally I choose this.
As this not so hard. ( I think so )
I'm quite enjoy the process.

The 1st step, prepare all the ingredients.

This quite important for me as I'm beginner.
My very 1st time. xD

The result = butter + sugar + flour + eggs..

H.Yinn is busy prepare the cookies for her "ANG".

My hand..putting the last piece..prepare to send them to oven.

My sifu is giving the marks for our result.

TaaaaDaaaaa..
Finally can be served.
The comment from sifu for the cookies..
80% la...
Hmm..as I'm just the beginner, I satisfy with the result.
haha.

Every single piece of the cookies = heart + miss.

Wedding..

2009-05-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

People always say that get invited to wedding dinner = kena summons.
lols.
I have been invited to attend Ah Mei's wedding by Uncle Eric & Aunty Helen.

My very 1st experience to attend wedding dinner alone.
Without my family members.
Normally we will follow our parents to attend the wedding dinner.
Hmm..don't know what should I give her as a present.
I cracked my brain to think about that.
End up I gave her a pair of bears with wedding dress.

Haiz..Damn bored la..
I just sit like a furniture and stand like a wood block.
Can't move here and there.
No friends except Aunty SM and her family.
I think J.Howe has the same feeling as me.
They thought he is my bf.
gosh..We didn't even have the chance to explain.
Just give them a smile. =.=

H.Yinn & I need to stay at her house so that we will not feel strange.
We have a tough job to do the next morning.
That night really very tired.
Sleep at 3am.
Skip the job we need to do.
As that time I'm really blur.
I forgot what I had done.
I just remember the brothers fooled by us.

** I get shocked when I receive the news about the wedding.
Yet I still wish her HAPPY FOREVER.
I'm so disappointed of her friends that discriminate her and criticize her.

** haiz. I didn't get the chance to take the photos together. missed the chance.

你又找上门了..

2009-05-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

烦恼先生又静悄悄地找上门..
无力的我还是阻挡不了你的光临..
我还是上了你的当..
你的到来让我反复地思考..
想了又想..
猜了又猜..
我依然找不出答案..
真的很烦...!!!!
我想我还是无法面对..
我还是选择了逃避.
我没有勇气.?
可能是我累了吧..?

此时此刻我真的需要冷静..
旁人的好言相劝及指点
使我更加迷惑不解..
偶尔的问答环节..
我还是招架不住..
我还是输得伤痕累累..

此时此刻 "第三者"出现了..
往往当事人永远都看不清整件事情..
有了他细心的分析..
让我看清所有..
我想我知道我应该怎么做了..
无尽感激..

再见烦恼先生..
我想通啦.!!!!
不在为芝麻绿豆的事而苦恼. ^^
一切顺其自然..随缘..

Finally..

2009-05-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Unfortunately, the sickness is disturbing me for more than 1 week.
I'm suffering from a serious influenza.
I couldn't stop sneezing.
I have broke the record of using 2 boxes of tissues paper.
I'm worried that it might be SWINE FLU.
lols. scary..

I'm slowly recovering my strength after a flu with the help of medicine.
Thanks aunty for giving me this powerful medicine.
Although I hate medicine but I can accept this.
I'm know the medicine is expensive.
Your help was greatly appreciated. =)

Happy Birthday.

2009-05-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to my Baby.
Happy Birthday to YOU.

Baby, Happy 18th. ^^

I'm fully appreciate on whatever you have done.
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for being with me when the moment I need someone to console me.
Thanks for your encouragement and support.
Thanks for accompany me.
I'm glad to know you.
Although something happened.
(I'm not really remember you when the 1st me in Krian)
Sorry about that, as I'm quite blur.xD

I'm apologize for whatever I had done let you feel down or hurt.
I'm so sorry about that.
Keep on putting you airplane.
I know you are disappointed.
and I feel guilty about that as well.

This is the only thing i can do for you.
Wish you have a memorable 18th birthday.=)

没有如果

2009-04-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果如果如果如果如果
最后变成如果我也不能接受
错过错过错过错过错过
我比你更难过不会一错再错

嗯这次不要再轻易错过

梁静茹

my life would suck because of YOU.

2009-04-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

Sobx....I HATE EXAM la man.!!!!
How am I going to memorize all those notes.
My brain is just as small as my fist.

1st Subject ~ Organizational Behavior.
Spend my whole week to finish the 6 chapters.
It is so tough until I really scare of it.
Even dreaming...also can dream about that.
Sob. My whole week night gone.
Dating with Mr. OB whole night.
What even I had read keep coming out from my mind.
The thought of my EXAM next week scares me stiff.
STRESS.!!!!

While I was studying my OB..

Dreaming.?
Studying.?
Missing someone.?

somebody send a message.
Inform me about this:~

"Latest news for all TARC DBU student.
Timetable for ABDM 2073 Organizational Behaviour
will change to 6 May 2009 2-4pm B101-107
You can get more information at http://www.tarc.edu.com/"

What.??? WTH. I prepare so hard.....
It might be truth because Ms.Natalie send the send msg 4 me too.
Without any consideration, I straight away turn on Mr. Acer.
Log in to the web...
I found that I had been fooled around by Mr. Sandry.
" Don't bother about this. It is FAKE."
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Thanks Mr.Sandry for giving such an unpleasant surprise.

The night before OB exam,
go to bed early in order to have enough time to charge my battery.
Something happened, an explosion was heard a mile away.
[A factory on fire]
I was alarmed by it and I thought the thief incident happened again.
That day I not really have a sweet dream.
Having splitting headache the next morning.

No option, I still need to take exam.
Thanks Mr.Wilson for " ta pao" chicken rice for us.

phew..finally it is OVER. ^^v

Model :LLYing
Photographer : LPShen

**Thanks Mr.Sandry for the exam timetable.

**Thanks Mr.WQ for your encouragement & wishes.
Although your msg send at 2 minutes before the exam start.
appreciate. ^^

**Thanks little bro for cheering me.

**Thanks Collin for irritate me.=P

**Thanks Ms.Baby. Thanks for whatever you have told me.
You are the best.!!!! =)

**Thanks Ms.Elvira for accompany me for 'KS'. lols.

**Thanks Mr.Piggie for cherish. <3

Waiting for the arrival of HRM.

The day before HR exam,
I'm so worry that I might suffer in food poisoning.
I accidentally eat the mee that mummy put on table.
The mee haven't cook yet..
Maybe I'm over concentrate on revision..
until I even didn't notice about that.
[or maybe I'm too blur]

Maybe because of psychological effect made me feel want to vomit.
Fortunately I have a caring doctor. xD

random pics of little bro.
He is having new hair cut.
see..He is acting + posing..

Model : LPShen
Photographer : LLYing

say Bye Bye to Mr.OB and Mr.HRM

Now going to date with Mr.Marketing.

a Messy Saturday morning.!!!

2009-04-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

Wake up early in the morning..
Hmm..Today I plan to do revision on Organization Behavior..
A heart full of motivation + spiritual. yeah.!!! ^^V

Gosh.. a phone call spoil everything.
Make me Down.!!!
"We will come and pick you at 10am. pls be prepared"
huh.?? What's that.? What is happening.?
I'm still blur. The clock point at 9.30am.
My bro come downstairs with a smile.
"Last night, I already tell them you can work today.
And I forget to inform you about that."
I know DOTA is your everything. =(

Oppps..I don't know what should I do now.?
As I can't reject it..sob.
No choice, try my best to fix in the time.
I'm ready in time,but they come at 10.30am.
arghhh..If I know you guys will be LATE..then i no need to rush like @#%$*.

The first fair at pg jetty.
haiz..I'm really didn't have the mood to sales la, boss.
The weather so HOT. + the people there...
So, I simply sell 1 or 2 simpacks.
hmmm.. so far I still manage to sell 4.
Meet W.S and H.Y.
they are going to Batu Ferringih with my baby.
" I want go la...I rather go there for sunbath. Not standing here for sauna la."
aikx..

Having our dinner at Prangin Mall.
Luckily our 2 handsome bosses treat us not bad.
As they know all of us need AIR-COND badly.
spend RM3 parking fee just to enjoy the AIR-COND. lols.

The second fair.
All of are exhausted.
No mood to sales.
" Dear God, pls rain now. We just want to take our basic."
At last, still manage to sell 2.

our stall.

The crown

"haiz. Tired man.!!!. I want back liao~~~"

**No more next time**

惊魂<读>假记

2009-04-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

我的天啊.!!!!
还有一天的时间就是测验了
我还完全准备好呢
在无计可施下.就到燕小姐的阿姨家过夜
因为那儿没有娱乐(电视+电脑)
我想因该是个读书的好地方..

最后的冲刺了..没时间顾仪态了.

恐怖的一刻来临了..
正当我俩在享受我们的热水澡..
雷公公怒吼..
导致家中的电源先生吓得脸黑黑
顿时眼前一片黑暗..
救命啊..我还没准备好出来啊..
惊慌害怕冲昏了头..
不顾一切拿了毛巾夺门而出..
向燕小姐的浴室奔去,寻求帮助..
急促的敲门声却换来"不要开我的门,我在冲凉".
我服了你啊..
你竟然可以冷静的享受..
可怜的我快要冻死了.
牙齿还自动摩擦..
还好有手机..
借助微微的光..
寻找衣服,然后牵着盲人到楼下安抚电源先生.
终于恢复了他的功能..
换来一场惊慌失措+ 捧腹大笑..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

读书过度的后遗症.."疯"

还好我们还可以恢复正常

****************************************************************

第二天.~~

继续冲刺.....~~~~~

我已准备好了..可她还在...

测验前的两个小是..
到我BABY'S HOSTEL探望她..
ART & TEA.

the environment there.. Both of us like it.

Model : Elvira
Photographer : Naomi

she like this pic so much.

posture.=P

the teapot there..SUPER EXPENSIVE.=.=

mirror mirror on the wall..
tell me who is the prettiest gal.?
lols.

searching for menu.
mana tau..is this.
quite creative.
Art ppl is like that mia.

hmm. They are friendly.
The food there cheap + nice.
We will come back again.

~sorry bcz v are rushing to take our HR Test
if not we can bla a lots.

Redbox, I'm coming.

2009-03-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

The day both of us (Elvira + Me) waiting for..
It is coming.
After the class, both of us rush to Gurney Plaza.
Yuhuu..we are really excited.
As we have not been there for a long time.
and both us are really live under pressure.
Wana find a way to release up.

We choose Redbox. Just both of us.
As we don't want to spoil anyone's ear.

First destination is "Shilin" in order to cure our stomach.
Elvira's favourite stall. ahah.

"orh arh mee sua"
I'm influenced by her.

Waaa..it is too delicious.

She is enjoying her XXL spicy chicken.

The next destination is Memory Lane.

Dooodalls. I love all of this.
anyone can sponsor me some money to get this.?
T.T

Nichii.
This is what we like to do during shopping.
Testing. lols.
I love this.
but...too expensive la.
wa boh lui buy. =.=
just forget about that.

Finally is our singing session.

Both of us are high.
sing + dancing + shouting.
totally out of key when I sing " when you're gone"
kek tong.
It remind me of something.
hahahas.

She thought she is the singer.xD

We hope to come again.
Because 3 hours really not enough la.
We still got so many songs didn't sing yet.

Too early la. I still don't want to go back.
So hard to get a permission.
Finally I get it.
Therefore, must play full use on it.
hahaha.
Searching the dooodalls again.
This time is MPH.

I'm gona crazy when see them.
They are so cute.
I want to bring 1 of them back laaaa..

Searching for the price.
Sorry, I need to put back as now I'm facing financial crisis.
sobx.
bye bye.

Ms. Elvira taking pic with dooodalls too.

The last destination is F.O.S.
'BUY ONE FREE ONE'
hmmm. quite attractive.
Attract both of us spend money at there.
I'm fickle minded.
Buy.? Don't buy.?
Buy + Bye.

Bye bye Mr.Money.

Today is the happiest day for me in March 2009.
I can meet my baby and Clovis.
ahahah.
Is time to go back.
If not will be killed by mummy.
Nothing much time left for us to chat.

baby. Clovis not bad la.=D

Thanks Mr.Baba for helping me to get the redbox membership cards.
and thanks the owner. Mr.Jimmy.xD

little bro promise to give me a dooodalls for my 19th birthday.
Thanks 1st ya bro.
You are so cute.
Please keep your promise.
Or else I will come beat you.
lols.

是我的错.?

2009-03-29T12:27:00.000+08:00

沉默了很久,
反复地思考,
不停地为自己找个借口,
为的只是逃避自己的错.
我依然相信我自己.
我还是觉得我没有错.
他人的指则及劝告
我也只是用微笑带过.
因为认为这是我做人的原则
我没有必要因为小事而改变.

一直到今天.
我终于觉悟了.
原来一直以来都是自己笨,自己蠢..
"助人为快乐之本".?
"好心有好报'.?
这也太可笑了吧.?
曾经天真的以为,
一切的事情都会是那么的简单.
我这才明白原来一直以来都是我的错..

我都是那么的认为.
朋友之间是应该互相帮助.
原来也不过是自己的笨.

难道一个人失去了他的利用价值,
就表示他是一堆废物吗.?

Empty

2009-03-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

I'm mad for nothing.
This few days, a bit moody.
A simple word, a simple action or even a sms,
make me down.

~Maybe because of the mid-term test.
I'm trying my best to memorise all the points.
I feel I had prepared well yet I can't even write out the points.
My brain suddenly EMPTY when I saw the questions.
well..It is over. Just forget about it.
Fight for another subjects. ^.^V

~Maybe because of someone.
I'm really fed up on XX.
Why must you say all those words that hurt people a lots.?
Why must you force people to do something that you don't want.?
Why must you give the comments after I had made decision.?
well..I can't do anything.
The only way I can do is ACCEPT.
Because I respect YOU.

~Maybe because of some cases.
I'm fed up on those people that taking advantages on other people.
Those people trying to get closer with you if you can give them some benefit.
Why must they show off for the things that they have.?
Why must they don't even bother someone that just sitting beside them.?
Why must they act like that.?
hah.

I'm really can't understand WHY.
I'm not interested to know.

ps. This is just an empty post.xD

**** Baby
Sorry baby.
SORRY for the airplane.
I know you are disappointed on it. =.=

I got something to say..

2009-03-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

1. Daddy ~
You are caring and understanding but sometimes you are unreasonable.
I just want to say..
" not I lazy to cook rice and wash dishes, I'm just back."
"I'm very tired."
But then I still do it with no complains.
I just feel hurt when you scold me like that.

2. Mummy ~
Sometimes you are in bad temper early in the morning.
Sometimes you are impatience.
You have made all of us down.
We really don't like.

3. Collin ( Brother )
"Can you please don't be sleeping beauty.?" I'm late d.
"Can you please don't bath more than 40min in the morning.?" I'm late d.
"Can you please don't waste such a long time to wear the stupid contact lenses.?"
"Can you please be considerate?"
You are wasting all of our time.

4. Shen ( Little Brother )
"Can you please be more independance.?" why must you everything wait for mummy.?
"Why must you point your fingers to any of us if you make something wrong.?"
"Can you don't show all of your 'black face' to me.?"
Seriously, I'm not your maid and you are not 'shao ye' as well.

Sunday + Monday

2009-03-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Wat's a tiring Sunday.?
I need to wake up early in the morning to tidy my room yet I'm late.
After that, Yinn, Aunty & I go to AERO, Jusco.
I find nothing special at there.
I walk all the way round, seek for Body Glove.
I need to get something from there.
Don't you feel ridiculous.?
I can't find any Body Glove in such a big complex.
No idea with that, go to Autocity with disappointment.
Planning to have sing session, but unfortunately we can't find any affordable place.
All the K-boxes are expensive and we find do not worth it.
Furthermore, the environment there.......

Monday.

This is a badminton day for us.
Hern + Shen + Eison + Yinn + Aunty + I
We go to TCH.
I feel embarrassing as my skill still lose a 13 kid and 47 woman.
Oppps. I think I need more training as my stamina is low.
I'm now still suffering from muscle pain. T.T

Digi

2009-03-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

1st day of work.
Work as Digi Promoter.
I am really nervous as I didn't work as promoter before.
nervous + excited + worry.
Moreover, I am the new and non experience promoter.
No choice as Esion need ppls to help him.
RM2X per hours + commission.

These are the info that we need to pass to customers.
Persuade them to use Digi.
Although I'm not Digi supporter.
lolx.

forced to wear the shirt.
It is just as long as my dress.
=.=

Need to take the super blur pic as the camera quality is....

My team leader are Franky & Ben Oo
Both of them are funny + friendly. phewww.
And meet Apple there. lolx.
Seem like a gathering.

~~ I'm apologize if I made u down. T.T~~

At night, we go to Kepala Batas pasar malam.
The people there are so rude.
Sorry to say about that.
They are really rude.
Out of my expectation, I meet ah Aik( my monitor + yan zhi super fans)
He has changed. No more botak + taller( I think so ) haha.
He is shocked too.
It is impossible we can meet each other in such place.

Thanks for the sweet that you gave.
I'm tired that time.
It gives me spirit. xD

Celcom promoters have a stall at there too.
The promoters really CKP.
arrrghhh..

When...

2009-03-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

When I am sad, you are the one who console me.
When I am moody, you are the one who cheer me.
When I am panic, you are the one who make me calm.
When I am unreasonable, you are the one who tolerable.
When I am trying to complain something, you are the one who listen patiently.
When I am naughty, you not even angry on what I had done.
When I am disappointed with something, you are the one who give me support.
When I am blunt, you are the one who polite.
When I need you, you are always by my side.

Thank you for everything you have done to me. x)

BAD DAY

2009-03-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

"Coz I had a bad day, taking one down.
sing a sad song and turn it around..blah blah blah.."

aikx. Wat's a bad day for me.?
Early in the morning, the sky keep crying.
It really bring my mood down.
My little bro( our shao ye) made all of us gonna crazy.
Collin was angry because he cant had his breakfast with his friends.
I was nervous as I' m late. I might miss the bus.
Run like a dog. Luckily uncle wait for me. Thanks a lot. x)
Skip the unhappy part that made both of us down. ( me + he)

I did enjoy it.
Elvira + Hsuan + Naomi were having their shopping trip at GP.
Hmm. I had not been there for 1 month. ahaha.
1st destination. Swensen..

Soup of the Day

Hsuan's

Elvira's & mine

***the pics taken by Ms. Elvira.***

Having fun with shopping.
I tried a shirt at Hush Puppy.
I love it so much but I didn't get it.
This is because of financial crisis.
Better save the money + I'm very poor now. =.=

After 1 hour class, rush back to have movie with Aunty + Yinn + Hern.
As I had promised to watch with them.No choice.

Quite funny. Just feel a bit disgusting when the guy sat beside Hern laugh till like...
Opps..Really swt.

"U win U win. I lose lo.."
3 of us laugh till faint.
Why the sentence 100% same as what I always say..??
Copy mine 1. =.=

1st day..

2009-03-02T18:34:00.000+08:00

Oppps.

The result of the second semester will be announced 2day.
This morning. The 1st day of third sem.

T.T

I'm extremely worry about my result.
As I don't think I try my best in the exam.
The dream keep disturbing me.
I can't really sleep well.

aikx..

Hope I can pass. May god bless me & my friends.
1st day of third sem, the feeling really weird.
Maybe I'm still in my working mood.

ahhaha..

Or maybe I'm still can't suit myself in the situation.
The moment I saw my result.
My heart keep pounding. I'm very nervous.
I'm wandering if only if I have failed..

pheww..

Unfortunately I kena "ToTo" + "Magnum" + " Da Ma Cai"
( Cs interview)

wuwu

I don't want that.
I really can't make it.
I can't go..
No. Is I must not go to the interview.
Sorry about my irresponsible.

>,<

This is a short semester with 7 weeks.
I think all of us will be quite busy.
3 subjects.
1 week two lecture class + two tutorial class.

hectic + stressful life begin.....
let's give a hand to welcome IT.

lolx.

草戒指

2009-02-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

再说在额头原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终

草戒指在手中像句点的沉默
woo..明天以后爱变成了问候

爱不爱都痛我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后该不该回头
如果我开口爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口

再说在额头原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终

草戒指在手中像句点的沉默
woo..明天以后爱变成了问候

爱不爱都痛我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后该不该回头
如果我开口爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口

爱不爱都痛我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后该不该回头
如果我开口爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
草戒指套在谁手中

Brand New Me.

2009-02-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

Seem when I have the courage to change a new hairstyle.?
I am so conscious about what people comment about my look.
haha.

I think aunty Linda can't tahan my hairstyle. haha.
She felt that just a waste as I just tighten my hair.
So she bring me to OS hair salon to cut my hair.
goshh. This cost me. $. opps.
Sobx. I am so worried about that when the hairstylist take out her scissors.
and she didn't even plan to do straightening for me.
Seriously, I really don't like my curly hair.
However, they envy about that. swt.

At last, I choose to accept it.
Hmm. 1 week later, finally I can accept.
ha...
She ask me for dying hair.
I am so fickle minded about that.
Should I dye.? or just leave it.?

Finally I choose to have a try.
but...
now...
I cant really accept it.
Comment from my bro.~ Just like a lion.
Comment from Yinn ~ Just like a doll.
sobx. =<