完毕

这一切的一切将画上一个句号.
我的证书班就这么搞一段落.
两年的时间,
说长不长, 说短不短.
我会好好珍惜这两年来的友谊.
感谢所有给于我协助的人.
我真的感激不尽.
将来有机会,我会好好的报答你们.

说实在的,
这两年的确不好过.
每天早上5.30 必须起身准备一切.
7点正从家里出发,
遇上老弟发扰搔,
还得上演马拉松大赛..
不然就赶不上巴士.!!!
花了45分钟的路程,
为的只是到学院上课..
有时候11点的课,
还得等.!!!
我的青春就这样浪费了.哈..
回家时,还得搭公共巴士..
花上整整的2小时..
我的牺牲的是我休息,我娱乐的时间..

回家的路上,
幸好我遇上了贵人..
我想应该是老天爷看我这么辛苦派来的天使吧.!!!
因为你,我无须花上时间等巴士..
放学我可以像别人一样,
兴奋的冲回家..
这个恩,我想我不知道我应该怎么报.
将来你需要我帮忙的地方,
我会尽我所能的帮你.
我诚心地想对你说声谢谢.!!!


有时候,还是会委屈的埋怨,
为什么我无法向别人一样的享受生活.
不过,我还是成功的熬过了,
原来我还蛮坚强的.
原来我只是埋怨,却从来没放弃过.
还真佩服自己.=)
希望将来我也会坚强不屈的面对一切.!!! <3'

刺猬

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办



像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我 以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴 望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

**这首歌虽然有点老..
不过它还是给我一个不同的感觉.!!!
=)

Superman ♥

再怎么坚强的人,也有脆弱的一面.?

我努力的撑着它,
撑了好久好久,
再也无法撑下去了,
所以我选择了释放.
感谢陪在我身边的超人,
宽阔的肩膀,温暖的拥抱..
让我倍感窝心.
这还是我第一次在别人面前曝露自己的脆弱,
因为在你面前,我无法掩饰自己.

痛快的一场,
解放了一切,
我现在已经安然无恙,
我答应你的是我会办得到的.=)

加油.!!!!




我爱我的超人a.k.a a pui. ~~ ♥♥

Exam Timetable.

The exam timetable really freaked me out.
Oh My Goodness.
It was super rush and now just left 1 week for us to prepare this two subjects.
When I saw the timetable, my heart keep pounding.
I knew that I was nervous and now I realise I'm actually feel stress and worry.
What else I can do.?
Just set all those senseless thing aside and start my revision.

All I need is the encouragement and motivation from you.<3
Thanks for willing to share with me when I saw the timetable.
I really down at that moment. =(


JUST DO IT.

One day You will

One Day You Will - Lady Antebellum

You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet

Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you're made of, you're made of


One day you will
Oh one day you will

***Currenlty fall for this song.
It gives me motivation.
yea. One day I will.
=)

Incident.

Finally I'm fully recover from sickness.
Oh no..It really torture me.
All I can eat is porridge and salty egg.
I'm purely Asian.
I need rice.
No rice = No energy. ahaha.
So happy when the day I can eat rice.
The feeling is so great.=)
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This had been years I didn't go to cheng beng.
Perhaps I can say that I only go once or twice.
Hmm..because all my uncles and aunt will tumpang my car.
My dad said that he can't bring us along.=(
Finally this year I get the chance.
Sigh..seem like every year we need to face the problem.
We were the earliest and we need to wait for all.
We are trying our best to keep ourselves patience.
We are worried about the traffic jams, parking lots...bla...
Nobody even care about that.Skip.~~~
Out of my expectation, I met JJ there.
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1 week to go for my final.
My parents are discussing about all the thing about degree.
I know they worry about me as I never leave home for such a long time.
I know they will miss me.
After all, nobody will going to help them to do all those housework.
Hmm..I will do all before I go to kampar.
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Everyone is going to shake their legs after this week.
But for us.?
This is the final war to go.
All we need to do is fight for the war and cross our fingers to pray for that.
But seriously I haven't ready my mood and my weapon to fight for the war.

I wish that everyone around me will graduate together with me.
I believe that they can, and I can meet them in convocation soon. =)
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Sometimes, I just easily get into emo just because of some small matter.
And I will back to normal in a short period of time.
Sound weird.
Something come into my mind and stop me from thinking too much when I emo.
Be OPTIMISTIC.!!!!!!

Complicated.

Currently I'm in the situation that...
I don't know how to say..
Maybe " Oh my God" is the best to describe it.

The moment I receive the offer letter from Utar,
I was shocked. It is too fast and out of my expectation.
The feeling is so complicated.
Happy mixed with nervous.

Happy - I'm gonna go to new environment.
I'll start the life of being independent.
Suddenly feel that my room is the warmest place for me.

Nervous- The day is getting nearer, and I feel that I will miss everything much.
I know people though that I was an independent girl.
I'm so sorry to tell that actually I'm not.

Not to say so, the feeling is too complicated that I don't know how to express.
I know someone will know is the feeling.=)
Anyways, let's pray that everything will be fine there.
Be optimistic.

Argh..Wonder why I will get sick during the law test.
The previous semester also the same.
aikx..I scare to fall sick as I really hate to take medicine.
The smell and the taste really disgusting. >,<
and I hate to get the consultation from doctor.
Because it really so expensive and sometimes I will fell that quite a waste.=.=
The smell of the clinic..Oh my God.
It will make me vomit.



The picture drawn by my lili bie.
Although it was long time ago but it really works when I refused to take medicine.
I know you hate it too.

***Finally I clearly know what is going on.
I will tell myslef not to put all the hopes.
I will become strong start from this moment.
It ain't the worst but it is the bad feel for me.