Monday, July 26, 2010

Everything is over.

The previous weeks, it was the weeks that I feel is the worst of my life.

I need my family to beside me.
I need mama's food to give me motivation.
I need didi's zo siao to brighten my life.
I need didi to talk to me, share with me.
I need my buddy to listen to me.
I need a space to release all my unhappiness and frustration.

Every time, I receive the calls I will tell mama I'm fine, I'm very happy.
Every time when I end the calls, my tears will flow out.
I'm fail to control my emotional.

I'm totally feel desperate for my life.
I'm even feel fed up for every single work and thing in here.
I'm totally feel helpless and hopeless.
But now everything is over.

I will learn to be tough.
I will learn to be optimistic.
I will learn to control my emotion.
I will learn to be independent.
I will learn to adapt to the new environment.
I will learn to cure my homesick and friendsick.

I want to be back myself.
The one who cheer people up,
The one who optimistic for every challenges,
The one who happy all the time.
The one who console people when they sat but not the one who need people console.

Thanks for all your concerns.
Thanks to my hubby, a pui.
Thanks to my buddy, Ean.
Thanks to my baby, lili.
Thanks to my sista, Gary.

I'm really appreciate.
I promise I will do it.!!!!

Nothing is impossible.
There will always a rainbow in the darkness.

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