Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Jay Chou ( The Latest Album)



01. 魔杰座
02.女儿红
03.东方之殿
04.红楼梦中
05.失恋的青蛙
06.稻香
07.从新爱
08.大灌篮
09.达芬奇的画布
10.暂无
11.诱惑

Something Right

~ Westlife

Never thought that I'd so inspired
Never thought that I'd find the higher truth
I believed that love was overrated'
Till the moment I found you
Now baby I know I don't deserve
The love you give me
But now I understand that
If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel aliveI know I must be doing
Doing something right
It's because of you I feel so lifted
I've been looking at my life from higher ground
Never thought I'd be so elated
You're the one that turned it all around
Now baby, I didn't know myself
Until you changed me
And made me understand that
If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something rightOohhh
And baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me
But I don't really care, cause
If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Doing something right (Doing something right)
Doing something rightYeah yeah
Something right
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Must be doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

Monday, September 29, 2008

The Group Of Education.

Leader of The Group.
~ princess of toilet.
sometimes blur, sometimes funny.
once laugh, cant stop laughing.
sometimes serious but wont angry with anyone.
like to perli people but kena perli back that time..
will feel boh syok.xD( tapi jz pretend nia la) HEIK.



The Assistance of the Group.
~ prince of toilet.
damn blur..when we need him,
he will disappear,
when we do not need his help,
then he will appear.
he is the driver in this camp.
ahaha.as he gt car.xD
1 thing that i beh syok is..
He always pi kao lui.
aikx.boh lat ka him.=.=



The Secreactery of the Group.
~ Mummy.
She is a nice & understanding girl.
But sometimes she is the complain queen.
Cant stop complaining.ahaha.
She will disappear when non of her business.
She just will do what she is suppost to do,
and wont help others..
aikx.
I paling beh tahan she complaining non- stop.

The tresurer of the Group.
~ I'm very man. Gary
He is the best in the group, gentleman.
He wont let girls do all those heavy jobs. (comment frm cw)
He will try his best to help others even that is non of his business.
Sometimes he will very funny.
He will very steam.
Dont judge book from its cover.
He is a quiet boy when my 1st meet with him.
After somedays, I found that he is a nice & funny guy.
Altough he perli me non stop during the preparation and camp.
But his perli doesn't hurt me at all la.
just feel funny.
Thx him vy much.
Help me wash the toilet on the midnight. ( realy touched) appreciate.!
Let me tumpang me back Butterworth.
Let me stay at their house during preparation.

~Issac

He always out of the topic when we chatting.
He will come out with some cold word,
make the hot situation become cold.swt.
He is a responsible ppl but then he uses the wrong method to solve it.
Sometimes he very blur about his jobs.

~papa
This people. omg.
When chat with him. u will become speechless.
He likes to talk all ah pek lauguage.
Then tell us all the fact & truth.
omg la. really very funny.
really beh tong him lo.
better stay away from him when he started to talk.ahah.

~ King Of India.
omg. This guy too respect me d.
call me LEADER LEADER LEADER whole camp.
This irritates me leh.
somemore promote me.
I'm the best leader among all the group.
Cause I did all the things.(cz i really duno wan to gv u all do wat)
Omg. Later ppl thought i muka tembok. >,< ahahah.
tolong la.
i'm not the best leader k.?


Sorry for those that I didn't put your photo as i can't find out your photo.
For those that I put the photo, I apologize for that too.
This is because I stole it at your friendster.xD
Although sometimes your all have the weird kind of character( include me),
but then I still feel happy when we spent our time together during the preparation.
I'm appreciate for the co-operation & supports from you all. =)
THANK YOU.!!!!!


Saturday, September 20, 2008

旧伤

心空荡荡
一个人的孤单
要怎么挡
对着街道茫然地望
今天的夜晚
跟以往一样平凡
还是那么繁忙
像心中的伤
还舍不得放
泪在打转变
我却坚持把它流在眼眶
思绪乱成一团
回到我们在一起的时光
走过的那一段
像梦一般如此短暂
想过要忘但却办不到
伤把心霸占
有如加了霜
只是眼泪还是烫...

Friday, September 19, 2008

CS Camp.~

Start from tomorrow..i will be at college.
From 6am to 9pm. aikx.
My holidays all spent on CS d.
Not yet start, but i already feel tired d. sigh...
Maybe I will enjoy the camp if I stay at hostel.

But I need to go there by bus.
Spend about 3 hours to go and back..
Really tired.>.<
Somemore all my frens withdraw d.
Then the rest..All I duno mia.
Charmm leh, the feel just like go inside the jail.
Suak liao la. I already tahan for the whole sem d.
After the camp..i wont join any of those activity.
Really ma huan.xD
Hope tat the time pass wif an incredible fast speed.ahah.
2day the boss suddenly phoned me leh.
ask me every Sunday and Saturday pi work.
ahahah. good good good.
Then can earn some extra money.
Somemore can keep fit. LOL.

going SJK(C) JIT SIN A .
will be back on 28-9-2008.!!!!~

Exam Jail.

yuuhuu..Finally finished the last paper, feel relax now.
Hope that i can pass all la.
Then wish tat my scholarship will maintain.
If not, i wanna go n commit suicide d.sigh..
Today morning, i told my mum that i need the money for my second sem.
about 1K.
To my horror, she said " huh.? still wan money.? not just pass up 1k enough d meh.?".
haiz..then she keep saying why others can study F6. save money ma.
Don't know is it i am too sensitive.? or what.?
This let me feel down.
Already finished the 1st semester..you still not agree i futher my study in college.
Is it i make the wrong decision.?
Hope that it wont.
I quite enjoy the college life now.
I already try my best to save the money.
I choose to travel because i don't want you to spend too much money.
Altough this make me very tired, but i feel happy with that.
Independent. Go everywhere by myself.
Why don't you understand my situation.?
Why I chose college.?
Why I dont want stay at hostel.?
Why I dont want study F6.?
All because of YOU.
I hope can faster finish my study.Working.Earning Money.
All because of YOU.
1 back everyday, hoping to save the cost.
Why dont YOU understand.?
you keep refused that you not that mean.
But..i can feel that you really disagree I study in college.
You hope me to become TEACHER, DOCTOR..
I don't like it.>.<>
I'm sorry about this. make u disappointed.
But my dream is become a manager.
A COMPANY MANAGER.
I believe that I can do it.
So i move toward mt dream.!!
What I want is YOU sincere support.!!! @.@

Thursday, September 18, 2008

One More day to Go.

Finally just left 1 subject.- MICROECONOMICS.
yeah.!!!
congrat to myself cz can fly out from the exam jail.
muahaha.
But then, now i adi fell vy tired..
all my enery used for the previous paper.
No more every for the las paper.
sigh..
anymore try my best.xD

Realy feel happy whn i knw U so uhh xim.~
i tot u will 4gt abt tat.hmm.

my little bro have been chosen as the best student in the skul.
waooo, proud of him.
and las9, whole family help him to complete the projects.
1 thing tat let both of us feel frus is tat my dad.
He din even support..
Jz say nid to so ma huan..
y don't u cincai do tat..
thn finish it faster and go to bed early..
Opps..realy feel disappointed whn v heard abt tat.~
He really duno how 2 express his feeling & caring 4 us.>,<
He used the wrong way.
For me, i understanded it..
But for my little bro..
sigh..
For us, v are anti CINCAI 1.
everything must do it prefectly..
do as perfect as V could.!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Human.

What is Human.?
Really confused about it.

Why heart of 1 human will full with the jeolousies.?
Why 1 human will pretend in front a people just to get the sympathy.?
Why a human will so curious about the thing happenedd around.?
Why a human will talk behind a people, just to let everyone away from that people.?
Why a human can even talk something that don't happen around.?
Why a human will so lazy.? lazy until everything depends of others.?.
Why a human will revenge.?
why a human will show all the emotion on face.?
Why a human so selfish.?
Why a human will show off.?
Why a human wanna b a winner.? Iszit winning is everthing in a match.?
Why a human will look down on the loser.?

Why a human will take advantages of some1.?
Why a human will play fool of each other.?
Why a human will angry of some1 for a long time.? Don't you feel tired.?
Why a human will do whatever method, even hurt some1 to achieve success.?
Why a human will so cruel.?
Why a human will do something without caring what others' feel.?
Why a human will just run away from the truth, if they found themselves are wrong.?
why why why.?
Why don't human live with hapiness, avoid from all those WHY.
I think everyone will live in peace.


~ I'm not scolding anyone.
I just don't understand why some human will like that.
and if u r not that human above, I think..
YOU ARE AN ANGEL. xD

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Complicated Feel.~

yuuhuuu..
Finish the acconting test. Now jz left Microeconomics.
Yeah.!! Lets fight for it.

Hmm. 2day really vy malang.
Wake up early in the morning.
U said cum and fetch me.
But at 7am.
fine.! I trt my best..
But thn..when i on the way to jetty..
u told me tat..no need cum early d. u cum at 8am.
swt.=.='''. Jz lik play fool of me. xD
haiz. over d.. din care so much la.
can reach skul can d.
the thing tat make me down is..
opps. I lost RM10.00.
RM 10.00 leh. b4 tat RM10. is nothing 4 me.
wont make me feel down.
and i will just feel tat my money spent on others d.
But now.....everything oso $$$$$$.
no $$$, no nid to live in tis world d.
sigh..accounting test.?
i try my best d.
i din blame myself.
bcz i adi try my best. and i din have the basic.
From the start, i tot myself HATE ACCOUNTING.
but nw, i realised tat it is as easy as ABCif u undersatnd it well.
Just like business statistics.
I wonder why my add maths result will like shit.?
~If u keep running from the question, u wont know the answer 4ever.

"Is any1 can help me.?
Who is the best among us for the microeconomics.?"
I just keep quiet at there. { luckily non of them know my marks }
I can teach u anymore.
u really make me disappointed.
u dun even try urself.
How i gona help u.?
I'm not the GOD.
I'm not genius.
I just try myself..keep studying.until I understand.
But U.? I oso cant help u much. as u dun even wana try it urself.
haiz. sorry about tat.
really sory.
m I selfish.? >.<




Monday, September 15, 2008

Sorry. I already try my Best.

Today is a free day, dint have exam n i can jz rest at home.
Doing revision myself...Rest when tired.
But thn, because of U.
I wake up early, rush to catch the bus..
In order to reach school on time.
yea.!! i wana help u.
i jz hope tat u can pass the test..
i kesian u, i knw u adi work so hard.
but thn, u nid some guide.
well..i will try my best to help u..
Unfortunately, i realised tat u r too dependence.
Evythg depent on us.
Dun even try urself b4 u cum..
" hey. u knw, all depence on u d".
so scary when V heard about tis.
and v realised tat wat V teach b4..
u din even go n read bac or go n memorise.
The same question..
u ask many times. n V give the same explaination 4 u.
sighh..sorry abt tat.
V have try our best..
I hope tat u can do it urself.>.<

2day suddenly the library no electric current..
no choice..
no others suitable place for us to do revision..
go for sunrise MCD.ahaha.
my beloved MCD. i miss u so much.xD
fuiyoo. so many students thr.
It is a nice place to do revision la.
relax..
and the important thg is v can REFILL.
ahahah...
~happy + disappointed.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

The Feeling After the BS test.

终于考完了四科,
现在就只剩下两科而已,加油哦.!!!
打起精神来吧.!!!
坚持到底.=)
可是最令我伤心及失望的是..
我花了时间为的只是想帮你.
可你却把它给忘了.
是我的教书技巧烂吗.?
看着你边做考卷边叹气.
我不禁为你捏一把冷汗.
希望你可顺利过关吧.~
而我的心情也很低落,
向来乐观的我.
最近时常往不好的方面想.
是我想太多了.?
可, 我无法控制自己不去想..
那包袱好重好重.
我真的好累好累.
累得我开始想要放弃了.
不...我不可以.!!!
感谢那些给我鼓励的朋友.=)
你所做的一切..真的让我非常感动.T.T.

Mooncake Festival.

Finally..the mooncake festival arrive.
I try my best to accept it..
and try to celebrate it wif hapiness.
But Then i found tat cant do it.
Once i read back the previous message..
Let me think back wat u had told me.
' HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVEL, ". (the mms)

the next minute, u told me.
' I THINK V SHOULD STOP AT HERE."
Wat's goin on.?
Myself oso duno.
the feeling jz lik fly up to the sky..then suddenly..
fell down to the floor and gt injured.
i hate the feeling...
at last, i oso agree wif tat..
and i respect u..i knw all the reasons.
bt i realy cant accept it.>.<

So from start now, i will try my best to accept it.
Tis the only thg i can do..






~ the special wish tat i had received.

Friday, September 12, 2008

HE.HE.HE.HE.HE.

The moment I finished HE.
wao..relax.ahahah.
Finally finished.
thx u vy much.
helping me so much.
nothing i can say.
Jz thx. fell touched when receive ur msg.
u make me gt spirit to fight
hmmm. yeah.!!!
HE makes me feel stress, but u is the 1 tat make me feel relax.
Duno why la.xD



mooncake festival cuming soon.
ohhh..noo..
I HATE IT.
las year mooncake festival.
was a sad festival 4 me.
m I goin to celebrate it tis year.?
should I.?
Trying my best to 4gt it.
bt the more i try, the harder i can 4 gt.~~

Thursday, September 11, 2008

IF & only IF

  • If and only if I'm not mature enough, I can do whatever I like and no need to care about others.
  • If and only if I'm a child, I can enjoy my life with playing.
  • If and only if I'm childish, I think my parents will care about me more.
  • If and only if I din't care so much and keep living in my own world, I think i will be more happy.
  • If and only if I'm not scholarship holder, my college life will be more interesting.
  • If and only if I'm not college students, I think now I'm relaxing in the school.

and now, I start enjoying the moment when I'm alone. Away from everything and start a life in a world that just have me & music. This is because i already feel tired of EVERTHING.

~everything is senseless

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I CAN DO BETTER.!!!

~ AVRIL LAVIGNE~
I couldnt give a damn what you said to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cus either way you're going to think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me
I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm ok
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
Because with me, it's all or nothing
I'm sick of this shit, don't deny
You're a waste of timeI'm sick of this shit, don't ask why
[Chorus]I hate you now, so go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you, i found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better
You're so full of shit and i can't stand The way you act i just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it
I will drink as much lemoncello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cus you know, you know you're nothing
(I'm so sick)I'm sick of your shit, don't deny
You're a waste of timeI'm sick of your shit, don't ask why
[Chorus][Bridge]Whad'ya say,i told you so
You know that cause I always know
Get out my face,hey heyYou're not my taste,hey hey
I am so,sick of youYou�re on my nerves,I want to puke
Get outta my face,hey hey
You're not my taste,hey hey
I hate you now, so go away from meYou�re gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you i found myself again
That's why you're goneI can do better, I can do better
I hate you now, so go away from meYou�re gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you i found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

Exam Week Vs Exam Mood.

What's a stressful week.?
With the heart hoping that the exam will end as soon as possible.
4 more days to go.~~
arghhh..
I already try my best to do it.
Where my spirit of fighting for exam.?
Feel that myself getting weird.
I try to keep mysef away from everyone.
Even my family or my friends.
Interaction and communication become lesser.
THIS IS NOT ME.
Feel tat myself like a stranger...
Someone that i don't know about.>.<
SIGH..~ Hope that after exam I will back to myself.~~

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Rainning Day.

Oops. Raining again.?
Why keep on raining.?
When the rain will stop.?
I HATE THE RAINING DAY.
~It makes me feel sleepy.
~It makes me down.
~It makes me think about many previous things that make me sad.
NO.. stop raining.
Today totally can't concentrate at study.
Just feel very tired and no mood.
I can't concentrate at all...>.<
Everyday online.
But din't have the mood to chat also.
What happened to me.?
am I going crazy.?
Why do I feel like this.?????
Wake up Wake up.
Is time to STUDY pls....
arrghhh..
Don't let the others things influenced.
Now what I need to do is..
CONCENTRATE.




Monday, September 8, 2008

Hubungan Etnik.~


2 more days for me to study.

GAMBATEH.!!!!

Try my best to love u. HE.

wat's a moody day.

一大清早, 天空便下起了丝丝细雨.

带着担心的心情, 搭上渡轮过槟城去...

总觉得怪怪的. 我每逢星期一都会坐在jetty等的啊.!

只有今天却不知怎么跟上了一为同校的男生搭上渡轮...

所幸的是他救了不了我.!!! 啊..谢啦...

不过却连累了她..

她也没要我等她..只是...

糟了..巴士说不能等了因为别人要考试...

心里真的好难受哦.! 是我害了她吗.?

还好她并没责怪我...心情才稍微好了些...

考试的时刻又来临了..

不知怎么心情开始紧张起来..

感觉我的准备工夫不足..

我自己也不懂我在做些什么..??? why will like that.?

现在只希望可以及格吧...

我的scholarship ar... stress..>.<


最令心情变化很大的是..

我经过了 sunshine Jelutong.

那是X的家,

一年前我去的地方..

那是他的外婆家.

让我想起了那时光..

已经一年了..

为什么偏偏又在这时候让我经过..?

如果没经过..我想我也许不会有这么大的反应吧..?

也许我已经忘了这个地方...

突然好怀念呀.!!!


~~~回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了...

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Exam..


exam exam exam.

i hate the word of EXAM.

why still gt exam.?

5 more subjects to go.

however all my energy have finish used.

what can i do.?

once i open the book..i will start feeling sleepy, bored..

and start to dreaming or away from books.

the moment i spend my time in front of pc..

swt. spirit cums..


~pressure...>.<

7 thing

Sha, sha, sha
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe itIf you text it I'll delete itLet's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
Compared to all the great thing
sThat would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love youYou do, ohOohhhh oooooooooohhh..