Thursday, December 31, 2009

启示一片 - 2009

在这一年里,很多的事情发生..
我也从中吸取教训..

对一个人付出100%的真诚及用心,
你不但没有得到100%的回报,
你得回来的只有那100%的伤痕.
所以只对那些懂得珍惜的人付出百分之百.

对一个人的坦诚,
却换来背叛,
我想我再也不会轻易相信别人.

愚笨的我,总是觉得朋友应该互相帮助,
现实生活中,朋友是互相利用..

原来我并不是善于表达的人,
我只好尝试把它忍下,
想尽办法把它忘了,
也许我会快乐些.
不过事情往往不是说你想望了便可忘,
其实它只是隐藏起来,
一旦它出现了,
那时可能已经无法挽回.

不要做迁就人的那位,
因为偶尔会觉得很委屈.
做个让人迁就的那位,
也许会快乐些.
不过当你需要别人迁就时,请顾虑别人的感受.

不要太在意别人怎样看你,
只要你的直觉告诉你是对的,
那就勇敢去做.

常常满怀希望,并不是件好事,
因为期望越大,失望越大.
那时可能你已伤痕累累.
很想放弃.
一切以平常心看待,
你会感觉世界真美好.

一个第一次伤害你的人,
你应该原谅他.
一个一而再,再而三伤害你的人,
你应该选择离开他.

Bye 2009.

The last day of 2009.
The feeling a bit complicated.
Myself also don't know how to describe.
There were many things happened and I gained lessons from there.
I'm glad that everything running smoothly.
Although there were some incidents that make my tears dropped and feels hurt yet I'm appreciate that thing wasn't the worst.
Thing keep happening and people around keep changing.
I shouldn't stand at this point.
I think I shall make some improvement to become a better man. =)



Thanks for all that corner about me, support me, care me.
I will keep it in my heart.
Thanks for those that who hurt me, because you let me become more mature.
I'm here to apologize if I had done something that hurt you.




Let's forget the past in 2009 and begin the new in 2010.
May all the things running smoothly.
Have a great 2010. ^^V.




**This year I just stay at home.
No countdown session.
No firework.
Although I miss the chance this year.
Hope that next year I will spend the new year with some1 in the coming 2011.
I still remember at this moment in 2009.
I'm having my black forest from secret recipe in Gurney Drive.

Happy Advance 2010.

Date : 30.12.2009
Time : 6.40pm - 8.30pm
Venue : Faces Steak Corner
People : Y1M15 + Y2M15

Welcome the VIP Mr.Johnson and Mr. Wilson.
I'm so happy to see you guy there.
Chit-chating and enjoy the environment there.

Let's the photo do talks.













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**lazy to upload. lols.



PHOTO OF THE DAY.

Friday, December 25, 2009

merry x'mas 2009

Date : 24-12-2009
Time : 7.30pm - 1 a.m
Venue : Boss's house + 7-Heaven bistro pub and restaurant.


Gosh..rush insanely.
Go GP to take my sandal.Yipee.
Then take some time to shopping.
Yeah..I found what I want but not enough money to buy that.
Hope that Monday still got my size.
Or else I will gonna crazy.

Luckily there was no traffic jam along the journey to jetty. phew.
Bus station is not as many people as i predicted.
Thanks God.
But unfortunately I can't go back and take a short nap.
I need to bring my little bro for hair cutting.
Rush to 3 salon..SIGH...all fully booked.
I need to see the black face.
What can I do beside tolerate.?
Stop here. Don't spoil my X'mas mood.

This year quite a special X'mas celebration.
I celebrate with my boss and colleagues.
Steamboat session in her house and then headed to bistro.
Oppps...all the aunties and uncles there.
All dressed sexily and smartly.
Compare with them, we are loser.
Just sit at there chit-chating and enjoy the band show.
The band is awesome.
The anuties and uncles all are high.lols.











Merry X'mas.
Countdown for 2010.
6 days left.

^^V

Thursday, December 17, 2009

最近的天气超热的,
就那么短短的几步路..
对我来说可是十万八千里的路程..
我不介意别人说我黑..
但我却介意那太阳晒在我皮肤的热与疼的感觉..
感觉皮肤严重性失水..
再这样下去,我无发支持下去了..

面对这样的天气,
我终于打了场败仗..
我还是不敌病魔的纠缠..
咳嗽,伤风,感冒,喉咙痛,头痛..
大家相约找上门..
现在我只盼望他们在我测验前离我而去..

Monday, December 7, 2009

Happy Sweet 19th.♥

"dai kor lui lor..." duno is perli-ing or.?whatever...
Thanks for all my friends that wish me.
THANK YOU once again.
It makes my birthday meaningful with all the wishes.
It's touching.

a special blog post with a special birthday song.
a blog post from baby.
a special mms.
a birthday hang out with darling May May.
a birthday movie. Mulan.
a birthday meal at Pizza Hut.(last year also pizza.) lols.

at last a belated + surprising birthday present from babi. ~




Saturday, December 5, 2009

The last day of being eighteen.

"sap pat sui, pok pok cui"
sigh..no more this in my life.
Bye 18th. Welcome 19th.
Why currently my feeling is so complicated.?
Should I happy about that.?
Should I sad.? lols.
Thinking about the 1st day of 18.
yea.It's wonderful birthday.
However, along the journey..
There were lots of thing happened.
It makes my tears fall n times.
Until just now, I'm still thinking whether to....
Tears started to fall on the moment of flashing back everything happened.
Time passed too past..
I haven't make the dreams that I wished on my 18th birthday come true.
sigh.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

休息日

好久好久没好好的休息了..
难得的假日..
不必上课,不必上班..
难得的睡眠时间..
感觉真好..
心情也特别愉快..
精神特别好..
养足了精神..
接下来又要面对一连串的测验了..
想到这里还是有点害怕..
加油吧.!!!!!!^^V



昨天无缘无故的发脾气..
只想对"受害者"说声抱歉..

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

Spent my Raya Haji with my little bro and Hwey Yinn at Queensbay Mall.
My didi said I must bring him to go or else he will become Otaku. (zai nan).lols.
This is quite a boring journey as I didn't even have the chance to window shopping.
Just busy searching for his clothes.
I almost forget the Body Glove shop is at the ground floor.
End up, He bought the polo tee from Brandsoutlet and he likes it.
Or else, I will be killed if he complained.
How pity am I.? lols.
Feel like myself just like his mummy when waiting outside the fitting room.=.=

I thought bring him to have lunch at McDonald's.
He chose T Bowl. Oh man.."so clever"..!!!
Sigh..I never spend so much money for food that not worth it.
Maybe I'm kiam siap.
This is my very 1st time.
Actually got a bit xim tia.
feel worth it when see him feels happy.






Too many people there and we need to reserve.
Wait for 30 minutes. =.=


Didi and Me.


Ms.Yinn with her T bowl.




Yinn & Ying




Didi meet his friend there. Busy pressing hp. =.=






End of the day.
Spending much on the trip yet didn't get anything.


Saturday, November 28, 2009

Hurt

I so surprise when someone told me what you said about me.
This let me feel that I'm so silly to do all those things just because of you.
I try my best to help you, end up I get the words that hurt me a lots.
This let me feel that whatever I had done meaningless and senseless.

Sigh..How stupid am I.?
I'm really sad because of that.

Why don't you view from another side and think.?
Why don't you be optimistic for thing that happened around.?
Why must you so stubborn.?
Why must you think that no people care about you.?
Why must you think so much on such a simple incident and make yourself suffer.?
Why must you talk something that you know it is sensitive to me without care about my feelings yet you blame me for too sensitive.?

I'm really get shocked when others facing the same problems with me.
They get hurt in the end just like the story happened on me.
I'm so sorry to blame on other people for treating you like that.

Now I realise. I can't hear from a party.
Thanks for letting me to learn a lesson.
Nothing much I can do.

From start now, I won't care it anymore as what I had done nobody even appreciate it.
I'm don't want to be a STUPID anymore.
May God bless you.


***I'm not saying anyone. Just summerised the incident happened.xD

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Western Food

Hurray..finally have a gathering with my classmate for this sem.
Seem like every sem we have a small gathering.
Although not all of Y2M15 join this, I know their souls are with us.lols.

I'm so surprise to meet my baby there.
So uhh ean.
This had been a thousand of month I didn't meet her.
and Thanks for helping us to take the pictures.



Yummy..Sundry say my dish like "huan zu" =.=



1..2..3...Start..
Everyone busying..










Photograph time.
Three.










Two



Oh ya. This is my "jie jie". ^^V.



Dai lou. Nah..this is the roti. Please help us to eat. lols.





One.

Roti King had eaten 4 rotis. xD


ALL.




Thx baby.Thx a lots. <3

RedBox, I'm here.

I'm really nervous about the result of Business Economics test.
Sob..I didn't write any of the point that mentioned by tutor.
What can I do.? Just pray for it.
Namo Ami Tofor..
My heart keep pounding at the fastest speed.
Feel like myself will get heart attack soon. T^T
Phew..I pass the test and so Ms.Elvira.
Therefore we plan to have a celebration/ relax at Redbox.

Haiz..Just two hours for us due to school holidays.
Not enough la man.~~~
Still got many song I didn't have the chance to sing. sob.
Therefore, I decide to do something as the compensation for me.
heik heik..shhhhhhhhhh.

some videos taken down.


http://elvira-privatism.blogspot.com/

video

This is only the video I have.
lols. edited version Forever Love.
Sorry Lee Hom.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

唉....本小姐最近患上了一种很严重的病.!!!!!


"严重性测验前爱睡症"

测验的前一晚..
老是觉得很累很累..
仿佛一天没睡了..
累得晚上的九点正便接二连三地打瞌睡..
满脑子就是床和我的熊..
我尽我所能地和脑子的画面对抗到底..
可是我还是战胜不了"病魔"的纠缠..
最后还是败给了它..

撑了两个小时..
脑袋不停地使唤我该休息了..
软棉棉的床不断地引诱我..
最后我还是抵挡不了诱惑..
投进它怀抱,
睡着了..
只好怨自己的抵抗力量不强..
T.T

原以为养足了精神..
明天一早便可以做最后的冲刺..
可是我还是觉得很累..
无法集中精神..


有没有什么仙丹可治我的病啊.?
我不想再受"病魔"的折磨了..




**不懂是否自己身上的懒惰虫作怪...还是我的确患上这病..???



Monday, November 16, 2009

Down

Seriously, I'm down.
Down with nothing.
I don't know how to describe with a simple word.
The feeling all mixed up especially sad + stress.
Its make me mad. Gonna burst as a boom.
Feel lost like a kite without a threat.
Fly with no direction.
Fell down from sky to floor, and get hurt everywhere.
Hopefully the cut will recover sooner and sooner.
How I wish I can do anything yet I fail to do it.
Even I simple word, I don't know how to speak it out from my mouth.
The time passed as fast as 200km/h, without a break.
How I wish I can have a deep sleep with 48 hours.
Two more days to go with the Business Finance & Tamadun Islam.
yet I'm didn't even have the mood to study.
Feel stress..wanted to cry out loud yet I didn't have the chance.
I know I shouldn't cry at this moment.
All my mind floated with the scene of him. sigh..
Wishing that he will recover from the sadness soon.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

快乐是有定律的.
要认清自己,
接受自己,
不要勉强自己做不喜欢和做不到的事,
要懂得说"不"字,
要表里合一,
要忠于自己,
不要斤斤计较
照这个定律去做
快乐就会产生.




生活中,
我们有太多的无心无意的习惯.
但对深爱着我们的或我们深爱的人来说,
一个看似无心的举动,
却可能让他们内心爱的世界无声地坍塌.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Currently

I'm quite busy for the past few days.
Can it consider as BUSY.?
I don't think so.
Nothing to do besides hang out + dreaming.

Last Thursday in Gurney Plaza.

Girls in black. lols.


I ♥ Nichii.

I still
the wallet from Lovely Lane..
♥ shoes form Vincci,
Brands Outlet Tee...so many things.
lols. Is time to find someone to watt d.
1st target was my brothers. xD


Fortunately I'm still manage to control myself.
Saving money for future.
"Stop Buying Unnecessary Rubbish".


Sunday in Queensbay with Ean's mum and her chubby brother.


The original plan was Tom Yam Mee + Auto City.
End up in Noodles Station + Queensbay, due to the weather. T^T

The tests are around the corner
yet I'm still do not have the mood to start the revision.
Until the day before exam, start to blame myself for wasting the time.
Ahah. This is my bad habit.
It is not easily given up, since I have been said to myself every semester.
Luckily I'm still manage to answer the OMS test.
If not, I think I will be gonna crazy.
Sigh...Nothing much I can say.
This is just a sentence to describe.
"We are the FOOLS that played by the LECTURER".
Simply change this and that, thinking that students are genius.
I don't like her attitude, feel like she discriminates us.
pity all of us. sigh..

Anyways I still want to thanks to you,
as the questions are not as hard as I think.


Next week will be a tiring week.
Business Economics + Commercial Law.
I think I need to start from now and reduce the frequent of facebook-ing.
lols.


Tomorrow will be the presentation for Investment game.
Our team, Team Alpha Investment is the first group.
Good luck and all the best.
Hope that we can get into final. ^^V.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

情不自禁

我还是忍不住,让"它"掉下了..
我总是告诉自己,
要撑着..一切顺其自然..
事情没有我想象中的这么糟..
撑了这么就,无奈我还是选择了"它"..

坐在人群中..
无奈的发着呆..
想起所经历的事..
想起打不开的结..
还是觉得很委屈..
我从不责怪你的无理冤枉..
可我还是接受不了..
我尝试不同的借口..
安慰了自己..
可往往事情发生时..
那借口还是欺骗不了自己..
只感慨同人不同命..

我想我应该学习不在乎..
不要对每件事物给予的100%在乎..
我想这能减低我受伤从100%直 1%..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

没有任何一个字可形容我现在的感受..

最适合不过的一个字是...

我需要长长的一段睡眠时间..

我需要一个温暖的拥抱..

我需要一个无人的地方,让我享受静的感觉..

我只是想这样静静地休息..

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Beach Party II

Date : 21-10-2009
Time : 4.30pm-7.00pm
Venue : Behind Naza Hotel.



2 sat pat pos going to the same place doing the same place again.
Yeah, we like this.^^V.
There is accompaniment of the waves sound,
together with the sea breeze, really enjoyable!
Free from sound pollution.
Feel relax when at there.
The feeling just like I'm having holidays in Hawaii.


I love the sky.




Step on the sky. Guess who's leg there.? xD

WELCOME..~~

Ms.Elvira

Ms. Naomi






Ms. Elvira's art work.
She really a creative director. =)







Relax. enjoying..















is time to go back.^^

The next destination is James Western Food.
This is my very 1st time been there.
The environment there.
so far so good.
The food there is NICE.
eat without taxes.^^V
quite enjoy.










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~~~end of the day~~~
receive a bad news.
no mood at the beginning.
hope that everything will be fine.