Tuesday, October 27, 2009

情不自禁

我还是忍不住,让"它"掉下了..
我总是告诉自己,
要撑着..一切顺其自然..
事情没有我想象中的这么糟..
撑了这么就,无奈我还是选择了"它"..

坐在人群中..
无奈的发着呆..
想起所经历的事..
想起打不开的结..
还是觉得很委屈..
我从不责怪你的无理冤枉..
可我还是接受不了..
我尝试不同的借口..
安慰了自己..
可往往事情发生时..
那借口还是欺骗不了自己..
只感慨同人不同命..

我想我应该学习不在乎..
不要对每件事物给予的100%在乎..
我想这能减低我受伤从100%直 1%..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

没有任何一个字可形容我现在的感受..

最适合不过的一个字是...

我需要长长的一段睡眠时间..

我需要一个温暖的拥抱..

我需要一个无人的地方,让我享受静的感觉..

我只是想这样静静地休息..

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Beach Party II

Date : 21-10-2009
Time : 4.30pm-7.00pm
Venue : Behind Naza Hotel.



2 sat pat pos going to the same place doing the same place again.
Yeah, we like this.^^V.
There is accompaniment of the waves sound,
together with the sea breeze, really enjoyable!
Free from sound pollution.
Feel relax when at there.
The feeling just like I'm having holidays in Hawaii.


I love the sky.




Step on the sky. Guess who's leg there.? xD

WELCOME..~~

Ms.Elvira

Ms. Naomi






Ms. Elvira's art work.
She really a creative director. =)







Relax. enjoying..















is time to go back.^^

The next destination is James Western Food.
This is my very 1st time been there.
The environment there.
so far so good.
The food there is NICE.
eat without taxes.^^V
quite enjoy.










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~~~end of the day~~~
receive a bad news.
no mood at the beginning.
hope that everything will be fine.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Specially For Him.




Tomorrow will be my piggie boy's 19th birthday.
Happy Birthday.!!
Babi.
Wish all his dreams come true.=)










A simple present for him. Hope that he will like it.


I'm here to thanks all of them who lend me a hand.
I appreciate it .=)

Specially Thank to :~
Mr.JS - help me to prepare a lovely cake.
Mr.AYee - helping me a lots in giving surprise.
Ms.SCheng - fetching to Tanjung Bungah.
and
Mr.WCHing, Ms.Rene, Ms.Mika,Ms.THuan,Mr.CMeng.



Lepak-Ing

Date: 8-10-2009
Time:10.30am-2.00pm
Venue: Gurney Plaza, Penang.

Hmm..today is the forth day of school reopen.
and I seem been fooled by the Commercial Lecturer twice.
Due to the replacement class canceled, we plan to send our time lepak-ing at GP.
Opps. Almost all of us are facing financial problem,
so we go to corner to have chicken rice as our lunch.
Cheap + Delicious.
Then, we straight headed to GP.
This time the driver is Ms.Ah Cheng.

Four of us be a gang..
a poor gang that didn't want spend any cent at there.
ahaha. All of us boh $.
Therefore, we are having some photograph session to let our time spent meaningfully.
lols.
Poor camera technique with lots of fun there.

Toilet.





Cinema


G-force.

The ugly Truth


Gamer


Tsunami.


Outdoor + Playgrond











Anyone can save me away from jail. hopeless.xD



so tired. still need to attend the management lecture later. T.T


~~end of the day.
have fun without spending 1 cent.
Accept the Sundae Cone. lols.


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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Yesterday was not my day.!!!!

Oh no..It was not my day. It was an evil day.lols.
There was a cold drizzle of rain,
the atmosphere was murky, it was a melancholy day.
Due to my laziness,
although I brought umbrella yet I didn't even have the intention to use it.
and I didn't even brought jacket.
End up, I shivered with the cold the damp air brings.

I do not like damp climate early in the morning.
I found my mobile phone almost dropped when I ran toward the bus stop.
Gosh..I almost cried when I realized it.
This was my carelessness. =.=

Next, when I reached college, I was so excited.
Because later I was going to Gurney with Elvira to get something.
Reached college at 8.30am.
I needed to wait till 11.00am.
The time past as slow as tortoise, felt bored.
Anyone can come and accompany me.?
While I was waiting, I received a bad news.
It was really a bad news to me.
"Today lecture cancel."
Oh no..I didn't know what should I do.
Felt hopeless..Anyone can lend me a hand.?
Kept calling Ms.Elvira.
She didn't accept. I almost called 10times d.
Every time called till to voice massage.
I was so nervous.
Should I wait at college.?
Should I go to find BP.?
Or should I go back by bus.?
End up, I decided to walk to Bao Ping's hostel.

Finally, Ms.Elvira answered the call.
Everything back to smooth.
Headed to Gurney Plaza.
We straight away went to Redbox.
Redbox again.lols.
But I felt that this time was worth it.
RM9.++ included a drinks, a main meal, a sweet soup and 3 hours +.






Yuhuuu..Let sing out loud.
However, I felt that the sound system got problem.
I couldn't go into the situation.lols.
At the end, we found out there was the key problems. =.=

The next was shopping session.
Nothing happened there.
And I got all the things I want with no regret.^^V.

A call calling from mum.
She asked me to phone her when I reached bus stop.
However, when I reached, I kept calling.
But the person keep saying
" The number you called is not in service." =.=
End up, I walked back.

The uncle told me that my mum go out already.
Oh no..What should I do.?
I can't get her through phone.
I worried that she will wait at there for long.
End up, I walked back to find her.
Luckily I managed to find her.
If not I will be crazy..





Monday, October 5, 2009

心.结

心病终需心药治..
有谁可以给我心药呢.? =P

我想我需要收拾我所堆积的心结..
一个一个的慢慢解开..
原来我并不是不在乎..
而是我常为自己找下不同的借口及理由来掩饰..
也许自己会好过些..

原来我惊觉这样只不过是自欺欺人..
直到你发觉时,
这已是你不能接受的事实了..

周围发生的事物不禁另我想起了很多很多..
这不是言语可以形容..
也是无人能懂的心情..
只有一同经历过的人才有所感触..
"同人不同命"..
所做的一切不要求回报..
可我却不能接受他人把它当成理所当然..
也许我应该学会不必重视吧..

原来我只会给予劝告..
当事情发生在我身上..
我却无法照着"它"做..
也许我不是一个EQ高手吧..

**第一天的上课,
带着期待的心情,
可却换来了一片的落空,
这对我来说已经麻木了..
不过还是难掩那股失落感..
也许一开始我就不应该抱有一线希望..

回家的路途是这么的漫长..
海风+雨点,
带走了我的烦恼..
现在平静多了..
也许是我想太多了吧..
[感觉我每个月的其中一天都会情绪化,感触突然多了,闹别扭,希望有人可以逗逗我吧]xD

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Simple + Short holidays.

The 1st semester break start from 21.9.09-4.10.09.
That means 2day is the last day of my holidays.
Basically the life in holidays is..

watching series movie.
facebook-ing.
Chatting.
Sleeping.
Working.
Doing housework.
Dreaming.
Thinking.

Many thing can come out with conclusions after spending to think about them.


Actually I feel the holidays' life is meaningless for me.
ahahah.
Feel bored and lonely.
Every day keep thinking and thinking.
My brain gona explode.
I prefer the life in college although very tired.
At least got people chit-chatting with me. lols..
I'm very ks mia.xD

Last Wednesday hanging out with 3 group of friends.

1st destination meet Y.J, K.E, Daniel and Arron.
They bring me to a coffee shop and a chinese Restaurant.
The food there is delicious but the price is so expensive.
=.=
Thanks to Y.J and K.E for the mocha and the chinese mee.




2nd destination meet L.W, S.C, C.S, S.Y, Desmond, Vivian, P.P, S.P, C.H,M.J. at QueensBay.
so happy to meet all of them.
They change a lots.
All become leng zai and leng lui jor.
M.J got gf d.
Unbelievable.
haha.











Thursday hang out with my darling May May.
Long time We didn't hang out together as our time not match at all.
sobx.
Finally got chance d.
We are almost crazy when see there is 70% discount in Parkson.
Chat for the whole day about our past story.
and watch "The Ugly Truth".
not bad la. but a bit yellow.
I'm just 18 nia.xD

The last destination is meet Elvira and Ah Cheng at foverever 21.
Phew, I nyaris become shopoholic.
=.=
At last I'm still able to back to normal.

and yesterday attend my X what relatives' wedding dinner.
Our relationship is too far.
As we never meet each other before.
Actually I'm quite tired that day.
Whole table just all my uncles.
I'm the youngest 1. haha.
That day is mooncake festival.
so sweet.
How I wish I can spend the mooncake festival night with my lover.
ahahah..

I was waiting for the past 14 days.
yet I didn't get anything.
A bit disappointed.
Bur is ok.
I'm still can accept it.