The last day of being eighteen.

"sap pat sui, pok pok cui"
sigh..no more this in my life.
Bye 18th. Welcome 19th.
Why currently my feeling is so complicated.?
Should I happy about that.?
Should I sad.? lols.
Thinking about the 1st day of 18.
yea.It's wonderful birthday.
However, along the journey..
There were lots of thing happened.
It makes my tears fall n times.
Until just now, I'm still thinking whether to....
Tears started to fall on the moment of flashing back everything happened.
Time passed too past..
I haven't make the dreams that I wished on my 18th birthday come true.
sigh.