心情起伏总是不定..
有时侯会开心的大笑一番,
有时侯会无助的痛哭一场,
有时侯总会为小事生闷气,
有时侯总会期待些什么,
知道终就会失望,
可还是抱着很大的期望,
失望时还是接受不了.
我讨厌自己对某些事的执着,
真的很累.
也许我应该学会放手.
也许我应该学着去接受.
生活中,出现一个不错的分析者,
看透了一切, 解读内心的迷惑,
还真是一个不错的安慰者.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Everything is over.
The previous weeks, it was the weeks that I feel is the worst of my life.
I need my family to beside me.
I need mama's food to give me motivation.
I need didi's zo siao to brighten my life.
I need didi to talk to me, share with me.
I need my buddy to listen to me.
I need a space to release all my unhappiness and frustration.
Every time, I receive the calls I will tell mama I'm fine, I'm very happy.
Every time when I end the calls, my tears will flow out.
I'm fail to control my emotional.
I'm totally feel desperate for my life.
I'm even feel fed up for every single work and thing in here.
I'm totally feel helpless and hopeless.
Sigh..
But now everything is over.
I will learn to be tough.
I will learn to be optimistic.
I will learn to control my emotion.
I will learn to be independent.
I will learn to adapt to the new environment.
I will learn to cure my homesick and friendsick.
I want to be back myself.
The one who cheer people up,
The one who optimistic for every challenges,
The one who happy all the time.
The one who console people when they sat but not the one who need people console.
Thanks for all your concerns.
Thanks to my hubby, a pui.
Thanks to my buddy, Ean.
Thanks to my baby, lili.
Thanks to my sista, Gary.
I'm really appreciate.
I promise I will do it.!!!!
I need my family to beside me.
I need mama's food to give me motivation.
I need didi's zo siao to brighten my life.
I need didi to talk to me, share with me.
I need my buddy to listen to me.
I need a space to release all my unhappiness and frustration.
Every time, I receive the calls I will tell mama I'm fine, I'm very happy.
Every time when I end the calls, my tears will flow out.
I'm fail to control my emotional.
I'm totally feel desperate for my life.
I'm even feel fed up for every single work and thing in here.
I'm totally feel helpless and hopeless.
Sigh..
But now everything is over.
I will learn to be tough.
I will learn to be optimistic.
I will learn to control my emotion.
I will learn to be independent.
I will learn to adapt to the new environment.
I will learn to cure my homesick and friendsick.
I want to be back myself.
The one who cheer people up,
The one who optimistic for every challenges,
The one who happy all the time.
The one who console people when they sat but not the one who need people console.
Thanks for all your concerns.
Thanks to my hubby, a pui.
Thanks to my buddy, Ean.
Thanks to my baby, lili.
Thanks to my sista, Gary.
I'm really appreciate.
I promise I will do it.!!!!
Nothing is impossible.
There will always a rainbow in the darkness.
There will always a rainbow in the darkness.
Friday, July 9, 2010
宽恕
神木与瞳 - 宽恕
作词:吴本纬 作曲:杨阳
面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口 慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
作词:吴本纬 作曲:杨阳
面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口 慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
My Diploma Convocation
Date : 26-6-2010
Time : 2-4pm
Venue : CA, TARC.
Time : 2-4pm
Venue : CA, TARC.
Woohoo..Finally I'm officially graduate from TAR College.
A complicated feeling on me when the moment I wear my gown.
Here end my journey in Diploma and the journey of Degree begin.
I feel touch when papa told me I'm proud of you.
All the efforts I put, worth it.
Papa..I promise you will try my best in Degree.
I trust myself I can handle it well. =)
*************************************************
My cousin. Keong. He is the 1st people to give me the present.
Feel shame to say that this is my 1st time to receive flower. haha.
Such a big big big surprise for me. Touch.
My Buddy.
My Papa & Mama.
My K mum. haha. Elvira's mama.
Dai Lou & Dai Sou. Wish you two stay sweet forever.
<3
Aunty Sook Mey.
Mr. Bo Jiin. My bodyguard on every Mon and Fri. xD
My Jie Jie and his ............hmmm hmmm..Wei Ni. Just for fun. =P
Ah Cheng.
Siew Ling.
Y2M15
Hurray..!!! ^^V.
Flower from my parents. Love it so much.
I manage to see it for 24hours only. Too bad.
Bear from my beloved buddy, Elvira.
A complicated feeling on me when the moment I wear my gown.
Here end my journey in Diploma and the journey of Degree begin.
I feel touch when papa told me I'm proud of you.
All the efforts I put, worth it.
Papa..I promise you will try my best in Degree.
I trust myself I can handle it well. =)
*************************************************
My cousin. Keong. He is the 1st people to give me the present.
Feel shame to say that this is my 1st time to receive flower. haha.
Such a big big big surprise for me. Touch.
My Buddy.
My Papa & Mama.
My K mum. haha. Elvira's mama.
Dai Lou & Dai Sou. Wish you two stay sweet forever.
<3
Aunty Sook Mey.
Mr. Bo Jiin. My bodyguard on every Mon and Fri. xD
My Jie Jie and his ............hmmm hmmm..Wei Ni. Just for fun. =P
Ah Cheng.
Siew Ling.
Y2M15
Hurray..!!! ^^V.
Flower from my parents. Love it so much.
I manage to see it for 24hours only. Too bad.
Bear from my beloved buddy, Elvira.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Meaningful Lunch
wow..back from the senseless orientation. arghh..
not to mention about it. It really really make no sense la wei..ishh.
Wasting my time, my money..bla bla bla..
I'm really facing problem when my very 1st day staying at there.
The temperature so high, I couldn't sleep well at the night.
Goodness, I manage to adopt to it a week after.lol.
Back from kampar, the very 1st thing is to meet up my friends and hanging out for sure.
hahaha. Lepak kao kao. =P
Went to Penang at 10am.
Goshh..the bus ran away.
Maybe too long didn't take bus, blur about the bus schedule.
Thanks to my bro to fetch me here and there. (He never do this for me)
The felling of taking ferry is different. I miss the time I take ferry.
Actually is quite fun.
The lunch of the day prepared by Ms Elvira Lim Loo Ean.
A very big clap for her.
I'm really touch deep inside my heart.T^T
Potato salad.
.
Pasta. Nice. Better than Pizza Hut. huhu.
Dessert. yummy. i love this.
Dinner at a Japanese Outlet.
Tired face after shopping whole day. =(
My tempura. yummy...
Chicken Chop with noodles.
End of the day.
Really tired but happy. =)
not to mention about it. It really really make no sense la wei..ishh.
Wasting my time, my money..bla bla bla..
I'm really facing problem when my very 1st day staying at there.
The temperature so high, I couldn't sleep well at the night.
Goodness, I manage to adopt to it a week after.lol.
Back from kampar, the very 1st thing is to meet up my friends and hanging out for sure.
hahaha. Lepak kao kao. =P
Went to Penang at 10am.
Goshh..the bus ran away.
Maybe too long didn't take bus, blur about the bus schedule.
Thanks to my bro to fetch me here and there. (He never do this for me)
The felling of taking ferry is different. I miss the time I take ferry.
Actually is quite fun.
The lunch of the day prepared by Ms Elvira Lim Loo Ean.
A very big clap for her.
I'm really touch deep inside my heart.T^T
Potato salad.
.
Pasta. Nice. Better than Pizza Hut. huhu.
Dessert. yummy. i love this.
Dinner at a Japanese Outlet.
Tired face after shopping whole day. =(
My tempura. yummy...
Chicken Chop with noodles.
End of the day.
Really tired but happy. =)
Belated Update - May holidays.
First of all, I would like to Thanks to all my friends that giving me such a memorable holidays before i go to Kampar.
I'm really appreciate the fun, the joke and the happiness that we shared & spent together.
Tan Shuang Yaw
~ Thanks to be my driver, come all over my house just to fetch me and drop me.
Ching Ching
~ Thanks to accompany wherever I want to go, and thanks for The Tao that make me broke. lol. =D
Tan Mern Jie
~Although we not really close to each other when secondary school, but the holidays make our friendship go closer. See you after 2 years. =(
The continuous lepak Trip
1. Queensday
-Sushi King & Robin Hood
Our Couple things. xD
Sushi Sushi, ah yaw loves you much.
2. Tao, Autocity
Oppps..something embarrassed yaw happened. His salmon fish drop on table.
LoL..We can't stop laughing.
Sorry for my unethical action. =P
I'm just trying to help u guys. weee..
My favourite food, Mern Jie's as well..
The view
Pictures of the day.
3. Sunway Carnival Mall, Clinic Cafe.
8 of us went to watch the nightmare.
Omg..we are challenging our strength of our heart.
Seats in front and middle of the screen.
I screamed it out..paisey. =(
Went to clinic Cafe to hace camera session.
Our camera man- Mr. Chuah Xuxu. *clapsssss*
End of the trips. ^^
I'm really appreciate the fun, the joke and the happiness that we shared & spent together.
Tan Shuang Yaw
~ Thanks to be my driver, come all over my house just to fetch me and drop me.
Ching Ching
~ Thanks to accompany wherever I want to go, and thanks for The Tao that make me broke. lol. =D
Tan Mern Jie
~Although we not really close to each other when secondary school, but the holidays make our friendship go closer. See you after 2 years. =(
The continuous lepak Trip
1. Queensday
-Sushi King & Robin Hood
Our Couple things. xD
Sushi Sushi, ah yaw loves you much.
2. Tao, Autocity
Oppps..something embarrassed yaw happened. His salmon fish drop on table.
LoL..We can't stop laughing.
Sorry for my unethical action. =P
I'm just trying to help u guys. weee..
My favourite food, Mern Jie's as well..
The view
Pictures of the day.
3. Sunway Carnival Mall, Clinic Cafe.
8 of us went to watch the nightmare.
Omg..we are challenging our strength of our heart.
Seats in front and middle of the screen.
I screamed it out..paisey. =(
Went to clinic Cafe to hace camera session.
Our camera man- Mr. Chuah Xuxu. *clapsssss*
End of the trips. ^^
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